放弃

你的冷落让我想马上想要放弃这一切!

在乎？

明明就是在乎对方
为何不坦白
难道是
面子在作怪？
还是。。。
我不懂该怎么形容

考试完了
说真的
感觉
很空虚
因为。。。
我还没解决我的事情
原以为考试过了
我就可以解决一切的事
我发现
我错了
反而
我希望会去从前
因为
我不懂如何面对这一切~

时间
不会因为你，我，他
而停止走动
残酷的一切
都该坦然地面对
但是
我经得起考验吗？

FUCK

what the fuck..
i can't imagine what's the feeling after STPM
and now
i have done my STPM exam
announcement from CNN when14.12.2011
did u guy see it?
anyway
i feel so happy on it
i can't imagine i finshed my STPM exam
a mission impossible for me!
thank you to all of my teachers who guide me form six
and thank you to a teacher who gave me a lot of entertainment-- PN YAP
LOL
hahaha

times fly

Exam



stpm exam is going to finish soon
left four papers to go.
I can't describe my feeling right now
I feel so sad because I am leaving all my friends.and school after stpm
I miss all of you so much
I know we have the chances hang out
But i know
the possibility is very low
anyway
wish all of my classmates and friends all the best after stpm
keep in touch!

insomnia

what the fuck~
insomnia!
i have this problem since one month ago
what the hell..
i wish i can sleep
but..
insomnia
what to do!
fall sick again~

~

你也一切
我看不透

我的所有
你不明白

你要什么
我不知道

我要了解
你却不肯

他妈的
考试
真得那么难吗？
够吊！

自私

动物
是自私的吗？

还是
只有人类
是自私的？

在现今的社会
很多人
往往都不喜欢与大家分享
喜欢独自享用这一切

考试将要来临
时间剩下不多
从中
我发现我身边朋友不好看的一面
也就是
丑陋的一面~
我相信
大家都知道
我说谁吧
往往
我对你们的看法慢慢地改变
难道
这是现实的社会
在学校
已经发生这种事情
那这些人
踏出了社会
我应该要小心了？
我不知道
我也不想知道

我只知道
好人有好报
坏人有坏报
不是不报
是时辰未到！

希望~
你
可以改变
对
我说的就是你~

因为你

因为你的出现
改变了我
我尝试改掉我的缺点
但是
我害怕
我会失败！

因为你
让我感到疯狂！
为了你
我改变
为了你
我牺牲
为了你
我尝试
为了你
我失去

考试了
我不再想
机会
越来越渺小

希望
今天
是我最后一天幻想这一切
我希望
我能拥有
但是
我害怕我会失去！

我希望
我不能拥有
因为
我害怕失去

我矛盾的说
那
我该争取吗？

last month---> last two weeks-------> final week!

this is the final week and the only week let those stpm candidates prepare for their exam!
are you ready my friend?
i'm not!

i'm trying to open my turbo engine and don't waste for every hour every minute and every second!
because the time are limited to me!
i don't have enough time to prepare..
i'm trying crop those i don't know~

went to somewhere studied with beng in this week!
i have learnt a lot of things from beng!
study la
not others
because
the only study he is better than me
hahaha
he is a helpful person
and also like to make ppl in trouble too
lol
many of my classmate complaint about me
because most of his pattern are copy from me
i really so bad?
i don't know~

last month---> last two weeks

stpm..
you are really one and the only one going to make me mad!
how can i let it go easily?
feel so stress
because
i haven't finish prepare
and
stpm is coming!
WTF!

i have seen all of my friends keep study and study
and i have started stress because of my classmates and my trial result
i did badly for my trial..
what to do?
haiz
anyway
i'm trying hard to recover all the things that i haven't study and revise!
stpm
i wish
i can be your friend
and i wish
you can be my buddy too!
may i?
argh~
wish all of my friends do well in stpm!

LAST MONTH

argh.. the only last and the final month to me!
stpm is around the corner...
feel panic because i haven't finish prepare yet!
feel regret because i didn't study during lower six
i wish i can study and never turn off my engine in this final month!
no more entertainment after today except my form 5 gathering!
argh!
finally
i start feel the stress!
how can i release my stress
i start worry my everything!
arghhhhhhhh
i wish i won't be crazy in fact i always call others don't be so stress
now i become the stressful person
maybe
i not satisfy my final exam's result..~
i know i shouldn't aim for so high pointer because i didn't put my effort in the exam and i never study hard when i was lower six..
maybe this is fate ?
whatever..!

start the game! let's go

stpm is around the corner.. left one month plus!
what the hell
i'm still bad in PA which is subject has to compulsory pass!
am i still dreaming?
i has opened my turbo engine for my PA 1
i just realise i have a lot of questions don't know to do..
i'm afraid now!
will i pass?
argh..
and..
Maths paper 2!
so leceh
so many methods to do which is easy step but a lot..
i might make mistake on that
i have to learn be carefull on it!
i know i don't have enough time to revise all the things
so
i have to open turbo engine which is BMW engine with Kancil body?
LOL
i wish i not only can study fast but i hope i can fly with my study..
i need learn how to love you! Pengajian am
i need learn how to hate you! internet , FB, Blog and entertainment
this is the month which is most important to me!
i don't want fail on PA
i just wish i can pass!

i did badly in final exam..
congra to those student who have score their final exam!
Beng Ghee, Swee Ching , NYM Chee Hong--- Maths
Sear Yin, Swee Ching--- PA
Swee Ching , Sher Yee--- EK
Swee Ching ---- ACC
Beng Ghee---- costing (one question only) hahaha

best

i might not the best..
but i know
i'm not the bad..
anyway
what for i talk about thiS?
lol
haha

it's good or bad?

it's good to me study 5 hours?
i really don't know..
my tutor was remind me study during this pmr holiday...
feel very tired...
i almost give up for my life..
many things that i have to face..
not only study..
and also others...
i wish
i can leave the world...
but..
what can i do?
most of the times..
i tell myself..
i should not give up easily..
but
i can take it how long?
i wish all the thing will go easily and smooth..
but i know
it's impossible..
at 1st..
i feel i did a wrong decision to you..
feel upset and disappointed to you..
you has made me dissapoint to you..
i only sentence can i say and shout is..
WHAT THE FUCK
i should not believe you..
and
i will never believe you again entire life
i know it's cruel to you..
but
this is the thing that i can do to you..
i don't care who you are..

next topic
study..
5 hours
or
3 hours better?
my brain
maximum kapasity
is
3 hours
but
should i do it
to 5 hours?

你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
[承受数不尽的春来冬去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去

最近

最近
大家都好像不是很开心
因为成绩吗？
也许吧
感觉很多朋友的感情都疏远了
还是
我太敏感呢？
不谈这了

因为
还有更不愉快的事情发生
我不懂如何接受这事情的发生！
我也不懂如何安慰你！
我不懂该怎么样
这件事情的发生真的是人生的遗憾~
希望
你会好好过
你的坏
我错怪了！
你的好
我之前没发觉
现在
我可以慢慢地感受
但
一切都太迟了吗？
希望不是！

等待

等待是一种最好的解决方法吗？
考试将要来临
我还在做什么？
算了

今天
你不回复我
算了
我没生气
因为
我都习惯了
但
我等了你好久
却没看见你的人影
开始
我责怪你为何不回复我~
最后
我没有责怪你
你从来不旷课
更何况是林小姐的课
我知道
一定是不好的事情发生了
不出我所料
事情果然发生了~
希望一切都会安然
别担心~

Mr OON

Had a Nice talk with Mr oon and beng ghee on this wednesday
we chat a lot of things and we only chat for a while
we went cheras around 8 o'clock and we reached there by 9.30++
this was due to traffic jam and i don't know the way to go mr oon's house
LOL
ANYWAY
had a nice walk and talk with beng ghee~

enjoyed the fun

i enjoyed the fun with u guys..
yesterday was my 1st time hang out with all of you..
feel so surprise because of yii yen..
haha
anyway
happy birthday to you~ Swee Ching
u r the only one classmate that help you celebrated 2 years
haha
i know you since last year only
this is because
my mum told me got a intelligent girl in my class
haha
you told me i have no chance to help you celebrate for 3rd year?
haha
i don't know..
i wish all of us will have the fun in future..
enjoyed the moment with Yii Yen, Chui Yeng, Jing Ni, Yong Siang and birthday girl Swee Ching~

爱

曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你 把你放在我心中

trial

trial are going finish~
is the time to relax?
i don't think so
now is the time let study and do past year question!
i dislike PA very much
but
what can i do?
PA is a compulsory subject for stpm
and also a compulsory subect to pass for stpm
argh!
left two months to go
after that
i believe that
i can hang out with my secondary schoolmate and form 6 classmate~
feel so sorry to my 5a6 gang cause nowadays seldom hang out with them..
maybe they will feel i beh cham
but i believe they know my feeling
this exam is very important to me..
i don't want to waste 2 years because i can't score for stpm..!
bro and sis
i believe
all of you won't blame me..
nowadays
i also seldom go jogging
this is because i always rest for study?
haha
i think so ba~
i have insomnia for 3 weeks..
what happen to me?
maybe stress for stpm?
i don't think so~

crazy

study makes me crazy
whatever
i hope i will never be stress
when i 'm seeing all of you study
i feel so helpless and stress
what can i to do
i admire all of you can sit down quietly and study
why i can't do so?
am i too active?
or am i lazy?
maybe active just an excuse for me..
i wish i can study hard
but
my max study hours for one day is around 2 or 3 hours
but
some of my friends
they can study since afternoon until midnight..
one of them...
study until fall sick
is study more important than health?
what you guys thinking?
i can't accept all of you feel so stress
maybe
i never enter such a stress class before..
anyway
all of my classmate are awesome in study
except me
i'm awesome in using vulgar word..
anyway
i won't do so again..
i will upgrade myself
haha
become a manner student..
haha
will i successfull?
let's see
wish u guy good luck in exam~

NO TiTle

exam is around the corner..
i believe that many people have started their revision
but me..
still dreaming..
now
i really lost my way
don't know what happen to me..
argh..
i wish my mood will back before i enter the exam hall
i can't don't agreee STPM is tougher than SPM
although the subjects of STPM are lesser than SPM
whatever..

before kang kai ,ettien and wendy enter U~
we had our talk at Mamak..
we talked a lot of things..
a lot of nonsense..
whatever

i missed PBSM MP because of..
i dislike the place so much

I Missed volleyball and ping pong MP
because
i didn't receive the invitation card although last year i went..
haha
never mind la
because i'm not the member

honestly
i don't enjoy my form six life..
because
form six life
is stress!

i'm going to finish my form six life..
after that
what will i do after i finish form six?
who know
=)

沉默

也许沉默是我最后的选择
如果与你沟通
会让你带来不欢喜
那我宁可选择沉默
也许这是对我来说是最后的选择
听说
你很注重友谊
害怕失去朋友
但我还能怎样
难道这不是最好的决定吗？
如果下次
我再激怒你
不使我生气
而是你了吧！
所以
这就是我的决定

不是我不回复你
而是你选错了时间
好选不选
你选择在我睡觉的时间发简讯给我~
我怎能回复你
算了吧
也许
你会认为我正在找借口~

好久

好久好久没有和我的哥儿姐妹们出去了
最近
我都在准备我的课业
准备面对我的考试
我必须加倍努力因为去年我都逗留在甜蜜蜜的生活
今年
我必须加油了拉
对不起我的朋友们
你们近来好吗？
我知道最近发生了些不愉快的事情
虽然我和你都不熟
我都会祝福你的家人平平安安~


学校的事情
可说是
越来越严重
大家的心情顿时沉默了下来
也许
是
考试的到来
祝福大家的努力不是白费的
一分耕耘，一分收获
要牢牢记得
天下没有白吃的午餐！

停止

我会停止一切一切的东西
例如
面子书，部落格等等~
算了
对我自己感到失望
我是时候不再浪费时间在电脑上
虽然我对着电脑的时间不多
但这些时间累计起来也不少~
对我的生活
感到非常的失望
课业，关系，家人，金钱
我都搞不好
还是
我的要求太高？
我知道知足常乐
但是
我从一个不错的情况沦落到这个地步
我对我来说还算是好的生活吗？
我真的不知
只希望
我的心里会有知足常乐这个字！

不是我

往往了解你的人不是我
人生的最大遗憾莫过于错误地坚持了不该坚持的，
轻易地放弃了不该放弃的!
而最重要的是：我真的不知道对你，
我是该坚持还是放弃！

最近

最近
我班发生了些不愉快的事情
就因为卖鱼帮派的人越来越多
搞到我班的同学都相处得不融洽~
人
是自私的动物吗？
我不明白
为何
大家要搞得这样呢？
错了
我不应该责怪大家
是
我该责怪你
为何
你要搞到这样呢？
他妈的！
如果
我们的班
少了你这只的动物
我们的班
一定会很开心

BIRTHDAY BOY---BENG GHEE

happy birthday to you beng ghee..
don't be childish again
and..
enjoyed the celebration with you , ai chin and peng lan..
felt so sorry because we didn't go chiong K with you due to room fully booked!
argh..
we went to genting took a lot of photos
hehe
i hope you (beng ghee) feel suprise and happy what we did to you
i want to apologize with my playfullness
hahaha
3 times that u kena by the cake
oh my god
how to imagine birthday boy kena 3 times with a cake!
lol
haha
and i feel so sorry la!
because of my camera
i don't know what happen to my camera
but i think was the setting problem..
when i realised
we almost finished took photo at there!
whatever
it is a nice memory to us!
again..
happy birthday to you
beng ghee!

责备

责备你
不是因为生气你
责备你
不是因为讨厌你
责备你
不是因为不喜欢你的所作所为
我责备你
是因为我在乎你
责备你
是为了让你不要错下去
责备你
是关心你
责备你
是你的荣欣
责备你
希望你别怪我
责备你
因为我不要你在犯错
责备你
是为了改变你

现在不改变你
我就没机会！
因为现实的世界是现实的
是不会给你第二次的机会
是不会给你重新的机会
是不会给你在重来
我希望你明白！

留步

我渐渐地停下我对你走去的脚步
我渐渐地发现很多事情不是我想象得那么简单
我渐渐地发现...

MAD

oh no
freaking mad because of you..
argh
angry you
you make me confusing..
fucking
sucking
i hate you leh..
but i need try to love you
what to do..
you are important to me..
you can make my future different!
Pengajian Am
i have forced to say!
i love you Pengajian AM!

study mode

my study mode has been opened since 2 weeks ago..
and now..
i'm worrrying about my PA subject..
i found that PA is a teribble subject for me..
i don't know how to study this subject!
i don't like history..
i don't like memorize
i don't like BM
argh!
what can i do?
i hate BM essay
and now
i know i need to start study PA but not always study ECON , Maths or ACC
Come PA
i challenge you !

Are you ready?

are you ready?
are you ready all of my friends?
STPM left 124 days..
what are you doing now?
studying?
playing?
stess-ing?
enjoying?
earning?
sleeping?
or dreaming?
wake up all of my friends and include me!
is time to study now!
we have enough time if we start now
we can have a better result if we start our study now!
come mon
is time to wake up
i have started my study since last week
but
i scare
i can't have a better result too!
i'm so gia shu now!
haha
many of my classmate also become so gia shu include me
what to do?
STPM IS so stress for us!
wish all my classmate will do well!
include myself!

对你

也许我对你的态度是恶劣了
但
我仍然选择不道歉
是你先不理我
是你告诉我别烦你
是你命令我走开
那我再也不会在理会你
也许大家都觉得我很野蛮
觉得我很不讲理
但我没关系
我不理会大家对我的看法
我只知道
我讲到做到
这是我的作风！
别问我为什么

别问我发生了什么事

别再问我发生了什么事
我不想与你们分享我的心事
因为
我不懂得如何告诉你们我的事情
我知道大家都关心我
担心我
但你们的好意
我真的心领了
真得谢谢你们的关心
但我却辜负你们
没告诉你们我的事情
我也让你们为了搞得团团转
真的对不起
因为
我真的不懂得怎么分享
别再问我怎么了
我只可以告诉大家
这件事情对我来说
没有那么容易解决
也不可能用那么短的时间来解决~
所以
我希望你们明白我的意思
别再问我怎么了
如果你觉得我的固执
我也无言
我只能告诉你们
别再问我了！
我真得很烦
也许你没感觉我的心情不好
但是我可以告诉你们
我的所作所为
不是你们想想得那么容易
年尾我还得面对大考
我不动窝该怎么办
我快崩溃了

自私

自私是人类不好的行为
你的自私
顿时感到非常的无助
我不懂我该怎么办
幸好星期五我发现的早
不然
我就失去你了
我不懂
失去你是好事还是坏事
你的行动让我感到非常的担心
非常的无助
对你的自私
我感到很疲累
我到底还能等到什么时候~
我不懂下次会发生什么事情
我难以预料
但
我知道
绝对
不会有好事发生
没关系
我早已有心理准备
希望
你不会再有那么自私的行动
不会让我感到失望！

..

不是你的，就不是你的
为何要逞强
我也一样
不是我的
就不是我的
为何我要逞强
对你
我感到无言
我只可以默默地保护你
我知道
我不能帮助你
但你不要让我担心
很多次了
你让我差一点失去你
可是到最后
我却帮了你
别让我失望
起来吧！

what the fuck again (part 2)

don't blame me what i will do to you and u should asked yourself what you did..
fucker..
i'm getting rude now!
and you drive me up the wall
my thing you want to bother?
after that
you said non your business
come mon
is you make me in trouble
and now i tell you what's the problem
but
you told me non your business
you pig or fucker?
don't you think you can be the person that i can respect?
and you know
you are the teacher?
fuck off

what the fuck again

what the fuck of the thing happenned to me again.
the only word i can describe my life
FUCK!

what happen to my friend ...
you had done your study one year and half year to go and you said you are leaving form 6
i knew that financial problem not the truth problem that u told us..
i really don't know what happenned to you
i'm try the best to help you but you was rejected my help
you know
i'm sad..
my tears was playing in my eyes yesterday
anyway
i respect the decision that you make
good luck to you
as miss lim said
we agree that we disagree
not our life
we can't decide for you

路是人走出来的
东西是死的
人是活的
问题是自己找来的
我不懂你真正的原因
但
我祝福你
一切顺利！

EXAM

Phew
exam was finished..
and now
is time to face my tutorial classes marathon
oh my god..
break record..
one day
3 classes..
around 9 hours..
what the fish..
speechless
something happenned to my friend
and
i hope he will settle the problem as soon as possible..
i'm as a brother
i will try to help him to solve the problem too
the problem make us worry~
anyway
wish u good luck
BRO!

This month i'm going to bankrupt too..
a lot of expenses..
what to do?
lol
i'm trying to control.
especially my food!
i have used a lot of money on food
keep eat and eat
lol

holiday is coming soon

oh yeah..
holiday is coming soon
means
my tuition classes marathon is getting nearer
argh
i will crazy again..
my account result
FAIL
how stupid am i?
now
i feel account is getitng harder and harder
and
i start love economic too~
hehe
anyway
i will try my best to do well at all subjects..

MR OON WAS RETIRED..
and
PN THYE will take over MR OON'S place..
and she will be 6A5 account's teacher

and
i have started my single life
i'm single
but
i'm not available..
i will start study hard now..
no more wasting on time..
try to plan for my stpm..

feel happy because exam is finish soon
and
i won't see my classmate feel stress again
but
i believe
i will comfirm
they will emo when they get their result..
buddies.
don't be stress

谢谢您， 老师

谢谢您
老师
你的离去
让我舍不得
但是
一切都成了定局
我责备我自己
为何当初不珍惜你对我们的指导
对不起老师
有时候
我知道
我对老师您的态度恶劣
再声对您说对不起
虽然
你对我们的教导只有仅仅的一年
但是
我从老师身上
学会了不少东西
除了课业
我也学会如何对人处事
从老师身上学会如何节俭
这些
你都让我体会到老师的体贴
谢谢您
老师
您的笑容永远会在我心中徘徊！
我不会让你失望！

没有你的日子

没有你的日子。。。
我好不习惯
没人陪我谈天
毕竟
一切已成为定局
我还能怎样
不望过去
只面对未来
我得慢慢习惯我的生活~

750 天

与你在一起的第750天
我们之间的感情就告一段落了
其实
我早已发现我们之间出现了问题
我已经尝试挽救我们之间的感情
但是却没有任何的进展
就当我昨天开始发梦时
我就开始胡思乱想
想东想西的
我不懂我还能怎么样

不管怎样
我仍然要谢谢你在这两年来的陪伴
在这两年里
我从爱情上学了不少事情
学会容忍
学会宽容
学会自立
学了好多好多的东西
也许
现在的我不适合你吧
所以我选择了放弃
放弃一切~
我知道我放不下
但我唯可以这样做
我没有选择的余地
我不想再让你受委屈
你因为我
孤单了很久
很多时候
因为我太忙
我都忽略了你
我知道你对我很重要
但是
这是我唯一可以做的选择
我相信
你可以找到比我更好的！
我们会坚强下去！
我做了这个重要的决定
我不后悔
我也不会让你后悔
因为
我再也不会让你受委屈了~

just a history in my life

i don't care what i did ...
i don't care what's your feeling
i don't care am i wrong
i don't care what you will do to you..

what i will care?
i just will tell you..
i will care
how to revenge to you
i always mention

我不怕得罪你
我只怕你得罪我
只要事情发生了
我会跟你没完没了
不管我跟你之前的友谊有多好
我也不会给你面子
你不要让我当面揭穿你
我敢保证
你的后果会不堪设想！

堕落

我已经堕落差不多大半年了
我到底怎么了
在班上总是在疯疯癫癫的
我是去上课还是去玩耍？
我已经老了
为何还那么幼稚
哈哈
我自己也不懂
现在
考试快要来临
我什么都还没准备
我不懂我还有多少的精力去准备一切
我只知道我只剩下半年的时间去准备
我还来得及吗？
最近
我都时常去跑步
目的是
去除我身上的三曾肉啦
哈哈
希望
我会成功
嘻嘻
大家祝福我吧！

no idea

no idea that what can i update my blog..
holiday is around the corner
and
my tuition as usual
somemore i have extra class
this is normal for me?
i don't know
=.=
i'm getting lazy and lazy
i will start my study next week..
this is not too early for me
because
i have a lot of things haven't learn
i feel tuition is better than school
but
i love school life so much
i have a lot of fun at there
anyway
i love form 5 life compare with form 6
form 5 buddies are the best for me
xiao together
ponteng together
do xiao dai ji together
quarrel together
right together
everything together
and
my form 6 classmate
divide to a lot of gang
and
i'm maybe the neutral
who also gam hua?
haha
just some of them bo gam la..
really is some nia lo
no more than 3
hahaha
actually
when i was lower six
i don't know my class monitor so much
because
he handsome than me
hahaha
but now
i feel he's a nice person la..
a good person
but
MR CHee (chee hong) is better
this few weeks
keep ki xiao with beng ghee, ai chin, peng lan, su pei, lim pei lai, and karman
haha
the karman
beh tahan la
so scare me
i don't know what she scare about me..
i have no idea
=.=

what the fuck

what the fuck to you..
i had lost all my money..
i never expect you will take my money and you was so rude to me when i scolded you..
anyway
i know you had taken my money and i pretend don't know..
whatever
you had swear in front of god and i feel speechless you will do so because you had taken my money..
it's okay to me..
anyway
now you dare to swear in front of god
then i believe you are waiting god to punish you la..
i feel shock you dare to swear although you do it..
however how you find the excuses
i can comfirm you had taken my money
and i don't know where do you put my money
but
i know what's the next step should i do..
i will never respect and i will never believe you anymore although you're the one of my family member..
this is the serious case for you and me
and now
you are only form 2 and you had started know how to steal and bluff..
i never care you steal my money if it is hundred..
but
the amount is big and i had lost over thousands and thousands..
i feel upset when i lost the money
but
what can i do?
i'm speechless to see what you do

怎么了

我们到底怎么了？
感觉我们之间的距离越来越遥远
我不懂我们该怎么办
原以为我们的感情是不错的
但是
事实上
我什么都不知道
你什么都没告诉我
我问你为何都不告诉我
你却回答我当你需要我时
我在哪里？
我知道
我真得很忙
忙这个
忙那个
不管我有多忙
我都有凑出时间来陪你
当我有时间
我就陪你享用晚餐
这些都不能证明我对你的关心吗？
如果我真的不关心你
我就不会理会你了
你的答案伤了我
我该怎么办？
无助的我~
彻底的伤心~

chinese new year

chinese new year is just started
what the hell..
just start from the new year
and what you did..
i totally dissapointed on you!
i don't know when you will change your attitude
and
everybody is start ignore about you..
why don't you change your attitude!
i'm really dissapointed
=(

happy chinese new year

happy chinese new year to everyone
chinese new year is a tradisional day for every chinese..
but
nowadays
the feeling of CNY are going lesser and lesser..
what happenned?
i had 2 years never touch fireworks..
i feel boring about it..
it has no any fun to me anymore
this year CNY are same with Last year
i work as usual during CNY
maybe
you will feel i very funny and money face
but
the only i can tell you
i feel work are better for me
i will feel helpless and nothing to do..
i'm dying if i never go to work..
i will feel very boring at house
so i prefer work..
my mum laugh at me because i go to work during CNY
she said
i have no childhood when i'm children
whatever la
speechless
anyway
i wish all my friend and my family happy chinese new year

What;'s my mind thinking?

Wong Chun Fei..
It's year 2011
what's wrong with you?
=.=
this year is stpm life
and
i don't know what happen to me..
this few weeks..
can't sleep well
because of what?
i really don't know..
i think i can't sleep well start since 1 month ago..
diu nia seng..
i don't know what's my mind thinking..
maybe confuse?
maybe stress?
maybe what?
i don't know
i just know.
nowadays
i keep tuition
keep study
keep stay at school do my little homework..
i have a lot of homework which are delay around 1 month ago..
i don't know how can i complete my homework..
and
i don't know how chee hong will finish his work easily..
i'm admired him so much
chee hong..
how you do it?
i know
u seldom go out
and
i always go out
especially eat
last week
i was promised you stay with you at school did homework..
but
i went to KL had my lunch with family..
you told me..
i have many chance to eat after stpm
but
i never heard what you said..
i can't control myself..
i love to eat..~
sorry chee hong
and
i know..
i will seldom do such thing and go so far for my food..

and my love problem..
i think not so many problem that i face..
the only one..
i feel so sorry to ber
because
nowadays
i seldom accompany her
i busy my work
i busy my homework..
dear
sorry..
i hope you know the reason that i can't always accompany you..
i love you

two weeks

school has started since two weeks ago..
during this two weeks
oh my god
i have tons of homework to do..
and
i always delay my work..
today
i promised myself to do homework at school..
but
my phone was rang when i take it from car..
my dad was calling me..
and
called me go KL for eat fish
=.=
oh my god..
i rejected him
and..
when i was having my lunch with chee hong..
i can't stop thinking the delicious food..
i love food so much
nice food will be attract me..
after ten minutes..
i phone to my dad for called him to fetch me
=.=
feel sorry to chee hong
haha
sorry la
mr chee hong
hehe
now
i 'm trying to finish up my homework as soon as possible..
because
i know
i will have a lot of homework too
=.=
what the .....
i feel speechless on it
=.=
KNS

a new year

errr..i have started my new form 6 life around 3 days..
the surrounding in the class feel not bad la..
still can tahan
there have fresh air that i like
=)
i sit second row in class
feel not bad la..
haha
many people are complainting because they can't see when teacher are teaching
i told them
don't ever complaint
because last year i never complaint at all
whatever la
haha
don't know what i will do in this year?
will i argue with teacher again?
will i whack people?
will i love someone?
haha
will i miss someone?
will i never concentrate in class?
i really don't know
anyway
never mind la
nowadays
i copy all the notes that teacher given
see how hardworking am i
but
i don't know i will continue this hardworking until when?
tomorrow?
next week?
or end of the this year?
haha
i hope so la

31.12.2010
i went to Ampang Look Out Point with friends..
we reached there around 7pm..
i had saw nothing at there
i feel nothing special lo
haha
never mind la
my friend's idea
the menu at there were different with normal day
only got few choices to choose
den
we decided to change place.
we had no any idea where to go
and
finally
we went ONe U again
that was my idea and they were disagree my idea
finally also went there
haha
ONe U had no countdown last year
i never knew it
=.=
feel so disappointed
and we walked to the curve for countdown celebration
hehe
how crazy at there
oh my god
i never seen before people were so high
=.=
they bought the spray..
and play
=.=
the floor was full of bottle sprays
=.=
argh
and
i bought around 20 bottles spray to play
it cost rm40
haha
somebody will feel i'm crazy because wasted a lot of money at the spray
but
it's ok
important happy
money can be earn back
but
happy can't to get it if the time is pass
=)