Saturday, October 22, 2011

LAST MONTH

argh.. the only last and the final month to me!
stpm is around the corner...
feel panic because i haven't finish prepare yet!
feel regret because i didn't study during lower six
i wish i can study and never turn off my engine in this final month!
no more entertainment after today except my form 5 gathering!
argh!
finally
i start feel the stress!
how can i release my stress
i start worry my everything!
arghhhhhhhh
i wish i won't be crazy in fact i always call others don't be so stress
now i become the stressful person
maybe
i not satisfy my final exam's result..~
i know i shouldn't aim for so high pointer because i didn't put my effort in the exam and i never study hard when i was lower six..
maybe this is fate ?
whatever..!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

start the game! let's go

stpm is around the corner.. left one month plus!
what the hell
i'm still bad in PA which is subject has to compulsory pass!
am i still dreaming?
i has opened my turbo engine for my PA 1
i just realise i have a lot of questions don't know to do..
i'm afraid now!
will i pass?
argh..
and..
Maths paper 2!
so leceh
so many methods to do which is easy step but a lot..
i might make mistake on that
i have to learn be carefull on it!
i know i don't have enough time to revise all the things
so
i have to open turbo engine which is BMW engine with Kancil body?
LOL
i wish i not only can study fast but i hope i can fly with my study..
i need learn how to love you! Pengajian am
i need learn how to hate you! internet , FB, Blog and entertainment
this is the month which is most important to me!
i don't want fail on PA
i just wish i can pass!

i did badly in final exam..
congra to those student who have score their final exam!
Beng Ghee, Swee Ching , NYM Chee Hong--- Maths
Sear Yin, Swee Ching--- PA
Swee Ching , Sher Yee--- EK
Swee Ching ---- ACC
Beng Ghee---- costing (one question only) hahaha

Monday, October 10, 2011

best

i might not the best..
but i know
i'm not the bad..
anyway
what for i talk about thiS?
lol
haha

Monday, October 3, 2011

it's good or bad?

it's good to me study 5 hours?
i really don't know..
my tutor was remind me study during this pmr holiday...
feel very tired...
i almost give up for my life..
many things that i have to face..
not only study..
and also others...
i wish
i can leave the world...
but..
what can i do?
most of the times..
i tell myself..
i should not give up easily..
but
i can take it how long?
i wish all the thing will go easily and smooth..
but i know
it's impossible..
at 1st..
i feel i did a wrong decision to you..
feel upset and disappointed to you..
you has made me dissapoint to you..
i only sentence can i say and shout is..
WHAT THE FUCK
i should not believe you..
and
i will never believe you again entire life
i know it's cruel to you..
but
this is the thing that i can do to you..
i don't care who you are..

next topic
study..
5 hours
or
3 hours better?
my brain
maximum kapasity
is
3 hours
but
should i do it
to 5 hours?

你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
[承受数不尽的春来冬去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去