baby

Baby Shin..
I Promise You..
I Love You..
The Only one..

Ⓕⓞⓡⓔⓥⓔⓡ

what happen

oh shit..
i don't know what happened to me..
feel fucking no mood now
haizzzzz
i don't know what happened
i hope you can accompany now..
i hope you can hug me now..
i very hope everything can happen now..
but
i no tell you at all..
sometimes..
i don't want express all my feeling to you..
because
i scare you worry
and
i don't want you worry me..

just now went out with you..
i really think a lot.
i told you i had the feeling to cry..
maybe
i think a lot le ba
baby wanna start her study april at KL
i feel worry at all...
but
what can i do..
i just can believe
u will love me..
i believe u all the time..
i never doubt u at all..
so i hope
everything will go smooth..
same as what i think..
my life can without you..
really can't..
but what can i do?
anyone can tell me...~

Report Police

erm...
this few days i also can't fall sleep because of my IC
i lost my IC when wednesday but i friday only realised it..
i start can't fall sleep since friday...
because
i worried about it

yesterday went to KP find my IC
asked the information counter about my IC
but never miracle happened to me
T.T
try went to village asked again..
i really give up after i asked them...
after that
i went to klang report police about my IC lost
~
1st time went to police station..
feel quite gan jiong la
wakao..
=.=
but nothing de la
just report my IC lost
after i finished report..
i feel not so stress compare with b4
because
i feel everything will be ok..
i plan monday go do a new IC and license..
i sure kena high saman de
T.T
waste my money
lolz

after that
went to village had my dinner with my lovely family
'RING RING RING'
my phone was rang
and
i hear it
CS told me
she found my IC in penny's car
argh
~
i can't believe it and feel damn happy
i pray so much to get back my IC
now
miracle was happened
feel happy la although i report police liao
nothing de la
HAHA
thanks god
thanks my friend
thanks cheng syin
thanks penny cause u no find clearly
hahaha
penny
it's ok la
i won't blame u de la
we are friend ma
=D

Lost my IC, Lost my everything

Oh my god..
i lost my IC for few days but i still don't know yet
yesterday when i want to go out
i only realise my ic was lost..
i don't know where i put
i find the IC in my room but i still can't get it
i'm going crazy
feel damn ma fan because i have go police station to report everything
goverment's worker are lazy and i don't know what problem will i face when i report police later
everything has to renew
my license...
my IC
my Debit card
and everything
oh my god la!!!
waliu... Boss~
what can i do now..
i going crazy
i really going crazy liao

i think today i have to on leave and do everything again
what can i do..
no choice..

华语

好久都没用华语更新我的部落格了
也许都不习惯吧~

开心？
悲伤？
最近的心情都起起落落
难道这就是人生吗？
人生就是这样吗？
有时候
真得很苦恼
所以我都希望我可以避开烦恼
时常出去
时常玩乐
但是
也许我错了
我都无法逃避
都无法逃避
我现在真苦恼
我不懂该读什么
说真的
我没有真真的方向
我不懂我的人生方向
因为
我从来都没有烦恼这个问题
现在
长大了
必须面对一切的东西
但是
我仍然好像在童年
都不在乎这些
我的女友问了我好多次好多次这个问题
我却无法回答他
感觉满惭愧的
宝贝
我也许会念完高三先吧~
然后才打算
希望宝贝不会反对我的决定~
我会好好地读下去的~
我一定会的
嘻嘻

start my work later

i have to start my work later since i on leave almost one week
now
i become lazy lazy and lazy
~
i think i'm not lazy but i'm feel tired at all
~
hope can rest well...
but..
i can't
because
something was made me worried~
aiks..
my sick almost recover le..
thanks god..~
thanks my mum
bring my to clinic and brought me some medicine..
and thanks my dar for take care-ing me..
sunday went to new JJ with dar and her gang..
i knew a new friend that ANDY
he's a friendly guy..
playful and talkactive
lolz
nice guy..
i went there after i work although i feel under the weather.
but
it's ok de la
75% recover le..
night
we went to pandamaran had our dinner
we chit chatting a lot of things
love.
study
result
and
many many
=.=
can't list out
i wish everybody's trouble will go smooth and end as soon as possible..
let everybody be happy and don't be sad~
i hope my trouble things also will end soon..
i believe
god
god bless us
god
u r the best
u r the great~

BLOGGING

LONG TIME NO BLOGGING LE
this few days
damn busy
everytime i update my blog i also will say i'm busy
=.=
this is normal?
i think so..
but
this week
little special
is super busy
because
something was happened
almost one week didn't hang out with my gang
didn't contact with them
because
i look under the weather
i try to finish up my medicine
but
can't recover too~
i don't know what happen
espcially my cough
it's serious
a big serious cough~
i don't know what can i do
today
i on leave again
because
no mood at all~
argh
haizzzz
i hope i can become better~
everything will go smooth

something was happenned ....

something was happenned and make me have to on leave...
i don't know what's going on..
the things happen so sudden..
make me can't accept it..
i don't know how's my life if without you..
i always didn't take care you..
because..
i don't know how to show my love to you..
and now..
you suddenly become like this..
you make me very worry..
you make me going to cry..
i don't know my life will become how if without u..
now i only realize my life need you..
yesterday..
i tried my best to help you..
tried all my energy to help you..
you really make me worry..
i hope everything will be ok..
everything goes smooth..
nothing will disturb our journey..

today
i have to on leave because i want to take care you..
please..
don't make me worry again..
believe me..
~

preparing...

i'm preparing go to play later
feel quite blur now because ytd went to lim teh with my members..
YY
Beng and
Jia yee
we at there chat a lot of things...
we chat about study..
love
hate
like
and a lot a lot

whatever..
quite tired because i back home around 12am
today i have to wake up earlier to prepare go out
i hope today will be a nice day
i wish the place won't be crowd due to school holiday was started..
hehe
god bless me.
i believe u
because
u r my god
=)

i don't know what can i do now..
haizz
everyday confusing this question
the important choice in my life that i haven't make
what the hell
=.=
am i too free?
or i don't care so much
well
i really don't know
i just hope my parent will help me to decide.
because
i don't want to worry so much
nowadays
have a lot of courses
and
i don't know i can choose which course
because
i never get detail about the course
nobody can help me
and
i didn't go to edu fair.
i think
this is my fault?
i really don't know
dar
i don't know what can i study
but
i think i mostly study form 6
or straight study university liao de..
hope u will support the decision that i make
okay?
see u later~

Nothing special

nothing special case happen today
the only special case was
i had my nap almost 4 hours
=.=
WTH
i really tired..
and
now
i'm full of energy
wakakaka
i wanna save my energy for monday..
hehe

this month keep go out with friend
until midnight only back
lucky
my parent didn't scold me la..
because
my parents are good parents ma
=)
i love them so much not because they didn't scold me..
because they are believe me
they never worry me do anything..
maybe i'm good son?
lolz
sian ka..
i don't know my money left how much
but
i think my money will finish soon..
wakaka
have to work hard again
come mon
=)
enjoy is important than money ma
don't care about money la although i'm poor
hehe..

YOUR mood become better..
i feel happy to know about it..
and
i feel quite sad when u said u can't take the course that u wanna study..
dar
it's ok..
u can study other course de..
u r clever girl..
can study more hard to course..
i believe
u have a good future..
and me..
still lost my way
haven't buy GPS

walao...

i'm going die soon..
feel damn tired...
went to neway sing K until 4am b4 take spm result..
when i take result..
i was tired and felt wanna died
i want enjoy b4 take spm result because i scare that day will happen some sad case due to i no mood to enjoy everything..

HUMAN
is a cruel animal who likes to compare result
=.=
walao..
please stop compare result
please stop show off if u get good result
and please
be HAPPY if u get bad result..
result
=
a useless paper..
health is more important to us..
i wish everybody don't have bad attitude such as show off
okay?
i hate to compare
this is not i get bad result so i hate compare..
compare will make somebody be sad..
i wish friends who get not satisfy their result
be happy and cheer up
i will support you always
be happy
especially my dar..
i'm worry u from thursday until now
i don't know what can i do to you..
i make everything can't make u happy
i feel going crazy when i can't make u happy and smile
dar
i'm sorry
sometimes..
i feel i'm useless..
i can't make u be happy
but
i hope u still love me..
~
i will be the only one person who always support u~

what can i do in my future?

i don't know to plan about my future..
i don't know everything..
i never think b4 what should i study
i never think b4 what i want to be in my future..
i didn't worry so much about my future..
because
i hope my life can be more happy without worry a lot of things..
but..
i have to worry too..
because
nobody will help me to do decision in my future.
this is my future but not others
i really blur about my future..
anyone can give me some suggestion?
what can i do now?
=.=
som result coming soon..
but
i didn't to get any information about college
argh
some of my buddies started their course early in the morning
=.=
i'm still dreaming..
i'm still playing
i'm still hang out with friends
i know my life is happy
but
i almost lost my way
i lost a lot of chances..
what can i do?
i have to get ready to do decision about my future..
prepare everything..
i don't want be a useless guy in future..
i want be a useful guy in future..
because of you.
shin
i have to study hard~

oh oh

oh no..
i feel soo tired again
because
i went genting with my bosom buddy and make me fucking angry but i still feeling happy..
nincompoop police was disturb my friend when we on the way back home..
what the fuck is that
he make us waste a lot of time when on the way back
i start argue with the idoit police when he started disturb..
i don't care who is him
i argue with him although he is a fucker police..
he make me reached home around 1am..
he make all of my thing didn't go smooth..
what the hell is him..
nowadays..
i don't believe police anymore
because
i believe majority of police just wanna rasuah when u do any mistake..
he kacau us although we didn't do any mistake
what the hell is this
well
another topic




quite enjoy with my friend at genting
but
we quite rush when we went to genting
we had no enough time no play because we almost 2 only reached genting and we had 7 back to KL
=.=
really suey lor
anyway
we also enjoy at there
we took a lot of photo..
and the photo i post at my facebook profile le
hehe

SPm result is coming soon..
i almost waste my three month after spm
i didn't went to any course after spm
i just busy working working and working
i will feel boring if i didn't go to work
this is because my mum will feel i very kacau when i stay at home
=.=
what reason is this
right?
mum said i very kacau if i stay at home

now..
i don't know what can i study
yesterday was my 1st time chat with YY about study
=.=
it's too late right?
we never talk about study b4
always chatting nonsense when we lim teh-ing
who call him so free
=.=
no need to work..
always call me lim teh
haha
maybe he feel too lonely le
i scare joey will scold me if YY love me
wakakaak
hahaha
whatever
=)

damn tired

i hope i can everyday update my blog..
but
i can't
because
i'm damn busy andmake me very tired
@@
sometimes..
i have no time to rest
how pity am i
=.=
i don't know what's my life going on..
finally
CNY was finished
and
i didn't had any special feeling during CNY
maybe
i'm no childish anymore le ba
i will get spm result after two weeks
i'm worry about it..
because
i spend a lot of time and money to spm
=.=
especially tuition..
i hope i won't disappointed my parent
i hope god bless me and u
=)
okay?
i don't know what will i study after i get my result..
say truthly
i never think b4
i'm confuse..
because
i don't know what can i study
because
i'm not the top in the world
if i study college
will be useful?
i really don't know

and you..
dar..
just go ahead what u want to do.
don't worry..
everything will be okay de..
if parent suggest u go other country study..
i also will support u de..
it's your future
very important to u..
don't worry to much
i don't want to know u worry again lor..
船到桥头自然直
别担心了
为你的未来着想吧
我相信一切都会顺利
别太担心了
我永远都会陪伴着你