Gathering? Love? Money? KoKuriKulum? Study? Result? Fun?Rest? i DON'T KNOW

i don't know i should choose which ?
sometimes..
i feel gathering are important to me..
but..
i can't give up other things..
sometimes
i feel KoKo are important to me
but
i can't give up other things
sometimes
i feel Fun are important to me
but
i can't give up other things
sometimes
i feel study are important to me
but
i can't give up other things
i don't know what decision can i choose?
really blur..
feel Blur
everything is blur..
i don't know i should give what comment to myself..
i know everything is important
but
i can't do all the things in the same time..
so
what i can do?
aiks..
form 6's make me busy
make me tired
make me not enough to rest
make me not enough to online
make me not enough time to hand up my work
make me not enough time to revision
everything
also not enough to me
but
i should choose which 1st?
which is more important to me?
which is the best?
which is the better compare with others?
argh~
i'm going crazy
=(

孤儿院

昨天
我参加了学校的一项活动
那就是参观孤儿院咯
嘻嘻
其实
我有很多很多的事情都还没有做过~
就连参加活动这也是第一次
很多的事情我在中六才开始学习~
惨了咯
什么都不会
哈哈

昨天
我和学校的朋友们去孤儿院
当然也少不了我的宝贝咯
嘻嘻
我们一起到孤儿院参观参观
我们位孤儿院准备了不少东西~
这些东西都超出我们的估计
我和朋友们必须倒贴一些钱咯
没关系拉
帮助孤儿震得那么难吗？
希望你们不会介意咯~
和宝贝一起参加这个活动感到很开心一下下
哈哈
我们都留在孤儿院打来一个小时半就回家了
嘻嘻
原本还以为可以和宝贝一起出去
怎知
我们出去的地方原来是来我的家休息~
真可怜啊~
没关系拉
我们在家也很开心咯
不好意思
我的LING
浪费你的时间
希望你不会介意咯~

宝贝
我希望我们还有机会一起参加活动咯
我爱你~
嘻嘻

Holiday is going finish =(

argh..
today is the last day for my holiday
i had do nothing in this holidays
keep go tuition..
lim teh
and
had breakfast with friend..
Oh my god..
and
my MONEY Is going finish too..
what can i do
=(
nowadays...
i need money..
but
where can i get money?
i fee lazy to go work because i have a lot of homework..
especially
tutorial work..
KNS
=.=
i should not go out with friend anymore?
feel my time is not enough to me
anyway
i will try less go out with friend
1st..
i have enough to finsih my work
2nd..
i can save my money
haha
because
i really no money liao
aduh..

sian ka
finish my work..
i need complete my school work liao
hehe
hope
i have enough time and won't feel tired la?
god bless me

希望还是绝望？

等待是好还是坏？
等待是为了等待希望？
还是
无法接受事实然后害怕面对绝望才继续等待
每天等待你给我的消息～
但你仍然还没给我任何的消息
我知道也许这些不是那么重要的东西
但是
我多希望可以从你口中听到你告诉我的一切
我不懂
我该不该等下去～
也许
你没有发现我正在等待你
～
我该怎么办呢？
我不告诉你这一切是因为
我希望
你可以亲口告诉我
而不是
我吩咐了你才告诉我～
这样也许就没有意思了～
我也不责怪你因为你还没告诉我
也许
我根本不懂我正在期待你告诉我的～
不想提了～
说了就算了咯
嘻嘻
没事了
谁都不要问我这件事情了～

Suprise

happy birthday to my Mr Beng
hehe..
may your dream come true ya..

my birthday was on friday..
i thought i can't celebrate with shin because of i was busy tuition that day
so..
i didn't think too much lor..
b4 went to seri visi tuition..
i had my lunch with my lovely tuition member whose name are Siok Hoon..Hwei San.. Wee Chuan and Zing Chang..
hehe
b4 we started our lunch
we chit chatting about my rubbish things
because
we are too free lor
haha
after that..
i didn't notice Siok and San take the cake from car
cause
i'm concentrate sms-ing
=.=
i get a big suprise from them and i felt shocked and happy
haha
they gave me a big suprise lor
HEHE
they did a good job to me
wakakaka
anyway
thanks my lovely buddies
i didn't expect all of you will celebrate with me
because i never celebrate since my primary school with friends
all of you so lucky can be the 1st person celebrate with me
hehe
=D
happy ah
huat ah
haha

finish tuition
and
we also back home lor
after i reach home..
i prepare everything to meet my beng thye
haha
he can't wait to see me
because
he too miss me gua?
LOL
we meet at KP Snooker and i saw he play Snooker with his member--- Irwin
hehe
after he finished play snooker
and we lost our way
because we don't know want to go where play or what
don't knwo what can i do on that time
and
i suggested go to find YS lor..
he said OK too
Beng
really thanks a lot for accompany me..
we start our journey around 9pm gua
i feel quite worry because this is the 1st time i drive to there
and..
i scare baby shin will sleep because she said she feel tired when i asked her
i feel quite suprise
because
we reached there within an hour
wakaaka
on the way
i feel quite worry..
because scare wrong way
and
my petrol was going low and low
=.=
i didn't notice on my petrol
the worst is
SmartTag has Rm10 Plus credit
oh my god
=.=
whatever lo
hehe
when we reached there
i didn't tell Ys i go find her
b4 we meet
beng went to secret receipe buy cake
and i went to buy lighter
this is for Ys celebrate with me
hehe
i know YS very hope to celebrate with me
but
she can't
because
she need to exam next day
that's why she had to stay at hostel and can't celebrate with me
but
i know she will feel unexpect to see me on that day
i think
this is the 1st time i give her a big suprise with a big present
it's me
hehe
baby shin..
i will accompany you de..
don't worry..
hehe
thanks
beng thye..
thank you all of my friends

actually for my birthday no need buy cake and present for me
it's okay for me..
present is not a best things for me
but
wishes is the best things for me when my birthday~
anyway
thanks my friend who wished me..
especially
Beng thye
Siok Hoon
Hwei San
Zing Chang
Wee Chuan
and
Baby Shin


to be continue

i love myself...

i love myself very much..
i always try to avoid sad case happen on me..
avoid every bad thing happen on me..
because..
i love myself..
i love myself means
i don't like the feeling of sad..
because
i love happy..
i don't know what can i post in my blog..
suddenly..
miss my happiness.
i feel i lost my happy..
especially with my bosom buddies..
nowadays
less contact with each other
this is because
we started our study..
can't crazy together again
aiks..
>.<
i'm boring this two weeks..
MOnday
i didn't went to work..
because
of
i feel tired and lazy..
and
i try to find a friend to accompany me had my breakfast
i can't even find a human or an animal accompany me
=.=
LOLZ
so pity right?
i don't know i can call who accompany..
because
i know my friends are lazy too
won't so early wake up de la..
right?
so
i'm not pity la..
is my friend make me pity nia
lol

this few days my turn become emo
EMO?
i have not emo since long time ago liao lor
now
the feeling
turn to me..
Yun yang
fuck u la..
haha
get back your emo..
i don't want the emo leh
return it to you
>.<
when we wanna chiong motor?
chiong ah chiong ah
hope our time will gam la..

Lazy Boy

i'm a lazy boy?
aduh
nowadays
i feel i become lazy compare when form 5..
lazy attend tutorial class
lazy work
lazy meeting
lazy do everything
i should get back my form 5 mood..
so hardworking..

i don't know what can i do now..
feel my life
quite tired
so..
i always find chance to enjoy with my friends..
i got a feeling.
i feel i will lost all my friends too?
it's true?
impossible gua
=.=
whatever la...
i just know
i have to study hard liao..
can't play anymore..
but
i can't concentrate in class
this is because
my place in classroom are not nice..
just feel four of us are ignore by teacher because we sit last row in the class
>.<
i hope i can change the better place..
this can let us be more concentrate in class when teacher is teaching

started holiday

Wohoo..
started my holiday liao
i will feel freedom..
but
will feel little busy too..
because
i have to attend tuition..
working..
and
meeting in school
sian ah~
always meeting
what can i do?
aduh
KNS
i hope the day will past faster
and
i won't face senior anymore?
=.=
sometimes
feel dislike senior.
but
what can i do?
they need respect?
same to junior too
whatever la..
this is
BUDAYA HIGH　ＳＣＨＯＯＬ　ｌａ

ｆｅｅｌ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｔｉｒｅｄ．．
ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ
ｂｕｓｙ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ
ｔｕｉｔｉｏｎ．．
ａｎｄ　ｎｏｔ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ　ｓｌｅｅｐ．．
ｗｈａｔ　ｃａｎ　ｉ　ｄｏ？
ａｎｙｂｏｄｙ　ｃａｎ　ｇｉｖｅ　ｍｅ　ｓｕｇｇｅｓｔｉｏｎ．．

ｈｏｐｅ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｈａｎｇ　ｏｕｔ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｄｕｒｉｎｇ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ
ｂｕｔ．
ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ
ｅｖｅｒｙｂｏｄｙ　ｂｕｓｙ．．
ｅｘｃｅｐｔ．．
ｈｉｇｈ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ．．
ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ
ａｌｌ　ｏｆ　ｕｓ　ｈａｖｉｎｇ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ　ｔｏｏ
ｂｕｔ　ｉｎ　ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ
ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ　ａｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｓａｍｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｕｓ
＝（
ａｎｄ
ｉ　ｃａｎ＇ｔ　ｇｏ　ｏｕｔ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｂａｂｙ　ｓｈｉｎ　ｔｏｏ．．

damn busy...

argh..
last few days i was damn busy and i felt very tired~
today
i slept for 12 hours..
oh my godness.
i really tired..
many things haven't done yet
my homework..
my work..
my bla bla bla
and many things la

last friday
went to cm's house for celebrate his baby full month lor..
almost drunk in his party?
lolz
no la.
keke
went back around 12 am.

last saturday..
went to yin shin's birthday party..
play with her member.
quite happy..
hehe
went back around 12am too..

last sunday..
went to dinner at centro
feel boring..
nothing to do..
went back around 11pm.
sian ka..

very busy ah
i wanna start do my homework..
this friday
i will start my tuition at seri visi 2 30 to 4 30..
hope everything will go smooth