rude...

lol..
i realize
nowadays i'm rude
i keep using vulgar language when i'm talking with friends..
whatever la..
this is not me..
and
i use vulgar language is for fun..
not angry then only use that..
i know vulgar language is not good..
but
jimmy keep laugh when i use vulgar language
what can i do?
lol
hahah
anyway
i will be original me..
=D
not always use vulgar language..
not always shake my leg
haha
i know a lot of people dislike my shake leg attitude.
haha
what can i do?
this is my hobby?
but
i can change my hobby la.
i will study hard during 12 days holiday..
try to complete all my homework..
don't delay my homework..
revision pengajian am and ekonomi..
i think i still can settle up my maths and account..
so
i feel i'm not so worry about maths and account..
i will study hard every subject although i have tuition all the subjects except MUET..

i don't want become mad..
i want relax my life..
nowadays
i every also will busy..
especially busy on tuition..
homework..
and dating with my lovely classmates and friend..
and my baby shin
wakakaka
haha
whatever la..
i hope i can do well in my exam..
i know i'm stupid
but
what can i do?
nobody can help me
i'm envy a lot of people especially my classmates
haha
their head is small
but
their brain can save a lot of things..
especially..
swee ching.
i gonna exchange my brain with her..
but i wanna my head..
don't want her head
haha
i hate you
but
i also like you..
i hate you because u r clever
i like you..
because u r funny
always kena bully by me
wakakak
newspaper seller
haha
just joke la..
don't care lor..
=D
i won't hate a people easily..
except..
i beh tahan you..
remember..
=D

nothing gonna change my love for you~

we had together 17 months..
anyway..
happy 17 months anniversary~
nowadays..
we have less dating anymore..
because..
we start study our things..
i have to start work this month..
and prepare a lot of school things..
feel quite sorry because can't accompany you go out during your Sem break..
i hope you won't blame me..
and now..
i slowly facing money problem..
~
i have not enough money to use..
and
i don't know what can i do..
i just know..
i can safe a bit..
and
i hope i can do it..

everytime i feel very hope can go out with baby..
but..
our time not suitable..
and..
our time hard to match
but
anyway
i will try to match our time and go out together de..
baby
love you..
hope you will give me some time..
~
i need time to show how much i love you..
i know you can feel it too de

hey.. say fuck you.. haha

let's say fuck you..
friendship u can keep..
i like to say fuck you because of this..
when i talk about fuck you..
i remember my ex class bag~
i miss my form5 life so much..
it was fun although it was stress.
but
form 6 is more stress compare with form 5..
oh my god..
whatever la..
i have a lot of nice friends in my class =D
feel so happy
chee hong..
conan..
peng lan..
crab..
jing ni..
kimberly..
chien yi
ching kian
and so on..
nice friends..
love 6b5 too =D

what to do now...

i don't know what can i do now..
suddenly many feeling come to my heart now..
i don't know how to express my feeling now..
hope can find someone to express my feeling but i couldn't find a person let me express my feeling..

first problem
love
i don't know what happened to us now..
i don't know what happened to me now?
am i different compare with before?
if u ask me..
i will answer no..
i just be back myself same as before..
i don't know what can i tell you now..~
sometimes
i feel i have to explain with you..
but
i scare u misunderstand my explaination
sometimes.
i feel i don't want explain with you..
but
i scare you misunderstand you..
many times..
you was misunderstand my meaning but i didn't tell you..
i feel our problem are getting more and more..
i try to avoid..
but
can i do it?

nowadays
i don't date you out because of your parents are at home..
i don't want let myself disappointed..
so i didn't ask you for date
this is because i know you can't date with me..
but not i don't want date with you..
i know you're understand..~
i really don't know what can i do..
feel helpless.

second problem
friends..
if you're know me well..
of course..
you know..
friend for me is just a small thing..
don't even a dust..
my life can without friends..
this is my life rules..
what to do?
because i don't believe friend anymore.
so..
i'm not really facing friend's problem..

third problem
money

i getting poor and poor..
because of last month i stopped my work and keep go out with friends...
my money getting lesser and lesser.
so
from this month
i will work hard and i think i will stop for join kokurikulum although i have jawatan at PBSM
i hope i can join PBSM when i'm free.
what to do?
money are more important

Selamat hari raya

hari raya and holiday are coming soon..
means..
i have no study coming two weeks..
=D
merdeka..
haha
but..
i have to work and tuition too..
sian lor..
what can i do..
school life is getting sian and sian
haha
lazy to concentrate in ekonomi and pengajian am
anyway
i will start concentrate after holiday la
hehe
=D
Jimmy has invited me go RC prom night at V garden..
i still finding people accompany me go..
i have no any partner now
i think
i will not go there lor..
=.=
because of i din have partner..
anyway
never mind la
chee hong
we go next time
okay?
don't angry me ya
hehe
i have start plan my holiday
go sing K with friends
and
go work when weekend lor
what can i do during weekend
one word to describe if i have not go to work
SIAN
so i think i will go to work la
somemore can earn money..
since i'm so poor
hehe