Long time Ago

Long time Ago
i didn't update my blog..
Long time Ago
i didn't meet you
Long time Ago
i didn't yam cha with friend
Long time Ago
i didn't update myself..
Long time Ago
i didn't crazy with my friend
Long time Ago
i didn't yam cha with yun yang
Long time Ago
i didn't date with you..
Long time Ago
i didn't get tired easily
everything also
Long time Ago

everything also passed?
won't be happened again?
i don't know what happend to my brain..
i can't always think the thing positively..
i don't know how can i solve the problem when i'm facing..
i know i brave to face the problem that i facing..
but
i believe
i can't solve those problem easily..
sometimes..
when i brave to face the thing which i think negatively and i'm ready
but..
positively things happen to me..
i don't know what happenned..
am god playing me?
am god Testing me?
or God Punish me?
i really don't know...

last weekend..
i went to SG for travel to release all my stress...
but..
i can't do it..
NOw feel damn stress..
speechless at those things which was happenned on me..