曾经还是过去？

曾经以为我们可以好好的相处
但是
现在
我发现我错了
我竟然犯错了
也许
这些都成为过去
因为你
昨晚
我睡不着
难道真的是你的影响吗？
如果有如果
如果一切都可以从新开始
那该有多好
但是
我知道已经不可能了！
这些
已成为过去
。。
也许
我该开始我新的生活了
不该想那么多了
最近
好烦
烦恼不是我这种年龄该烦的事情
朋友们都认为
我好幸福
也许
你们都错了
我是比你们还不幸福
所以
别羡慕我
算了
你们多不明白的

我累了

emo?

I have started to emo again..
Many things to worry..
I know everything will not go smooth..
I 'm not worry about my result but I worry other things.
I'm suffer with it since two years ago..
I wish this couldn't happen with me now.
I feel helpless and I don't know who can I tell about all the things.
Maybe all my friends won't believe it if I tell them..
It's impossible happene with me if u know me..
But
I got feeling
The thing will be happen soon
Haih..
What to do..
I'm still remember I worried this one year ago..
It was around march 2011
I don't know why..
Who can tell me...
I'm suffer with it since I was form two...
My life sucks
Seriously..
What the fuck is this.
If this happen to my friends
I bet they will be mad..
Anyway.
U couldn't this will happen on me!
Fuck off

memory..

do you guys remember what did we do three months ago?
Three months ago, we count down to start our STPM;
Two months ago, we count down to end our STPM;
And now, we count down to get our STPM result !
anyway
time flies so fast
i couldn't imagine how fast is it..
i did nothing in this three months
i just know..
i spend more than i earn..
whatever
now
i started to save money
=D
many things have to buy if i success enter university..
i don't know i can buy all the things that i wish to have it..
i'm not the rich guy
i just a generous guy
honestly
i spend more than i earn
it is because i spent my savings
and now
i have to start save money again..