LAST MONTH

argh.. the only last and the final month to me!
stpm is around the corner...
feel panic because i haven't finish prepare yet!
feel regret because i didn't study during lower six
i wish i can study and never turn off my engine in this final month!
no more entertainment after today except my form 5 gathering!
argh!
finally
i start feel the stress!
how can i release my stress
i start worry my everything!
arghhhhhhhh
i wish i won't be crazy in fact i always call others don't be so stress
now i become the stressful person
maybe
i not satisfy my final exam's result..~
i know i shouldn't aim for so high pointer because i didn't put my effort in the exam and i never study hard when i was lower six..
maybe this is fate ?
whatever..!

start the game! let's go

stpm is around the corner.. left one month plus!
what the hell
i'm still bad in PA which is subject has to compulsory pass!
am i still dreaming?
i has opened my turbo engine for my PA 1
i just realise i have a lot of questions don't know to do..
i'm afraid now!
will i pass?
argh..
and..
Maths paper 2!
so leceh
so many methods to do which is easy step but a lot..
i might make mistake on that
i have to learn be carefull on it!
i know i don't have enough time to revise all the things
so
i have to open turbo engine which is BMW engine with Kancil body?
LOL
i wish i not only can study fast but i hope i can fly with my study..
i need learn how to love you! Pengajian am
i need learn how to hate you! internet , FB, Blog and entertainment
this is the month which is most important to me!
i don't want fail on PA
i just wish i can pass!

i did badly in final exam..
congra to those student who have score their final exam!
Beng Ghee, Swee Ching , NYM Chee Hong--- Maths
Sear Yin, Swee Ching--- PA
Swee Ching , Sher Yee--- EK
Swee Ching ---- ACC
Beng Ghee---- costing (one question only) hahaha

best

i might not the best..
but i know
i'm not the bad..
anyway
what for i talk about thiS?
lol
haha

it's good or bad?

it's good to me study 5 hours?
i really don't know..
my tutor was remind me study during this pmr holiday...
feel very tired...
i almost give up for my life..
many things that i have to face..
not only study..
and also others...
i wish
i can leave the world...
but..
what can i do?
most of the times..
i tell myself..
i should not give up easily..
but
i can take it how long?
i wish all the thing will go easily and smooth..
but i know
it's impossible..
at 1st..
i feel i did a wrong decision to you..
feel upset and disappointed to you..
you has made me dissapoint to you..
i only sentence can i say and shout is..
WHAT THE FUCK
i should not believe you..
and
i will never believe you again entire life
i know it's cruel to you..
but
this is the thing that i can do to you..
i don't care who you are..

next topic
study..
5 hours
or
3 hours better?
my brain
maximum kapasity
is
3 hours
but
should i do it
to 5 hours?

你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
[承受数不尽的春来冬去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去