insomnia

what the fuck~
insomnia!
i have this problem since one month ago
what the hell..
i wish i can sleep
but..
insomnia
what to do!
fall sick again~

~

你也一切
我看不透

我的所有
你不明白

你要什么
我不知道

我要了解
你却不肯

他妈的
考试
真得那么难吗？
够吊！

自私

动物
是自私的吗？

还是
只有人类
是自私的？

在现今的社会
很多人
往往都不喜欢与大家分享
喜欢独自享用这一切

考试将要来临
时间剩下不多
从中
我发现我身边朋友不好看的一面
也就是
丑陋的一面~
我相信
大家都知道
我说谁吧
往往
我对你们的看法慢慢地改变
难道
这是现实的社会
在学校
已经发生这种事情
那这些人
踏出了社会
我应该要小心了？
我不知道
我也不想知道

我只知道
好人有好报
坏人有坏报
不是不报
是时辰未到！

希望~
你
可以改变
对
我说的就是你~

因为你

因为你的出现
改变了我
我尝试改掉我的缺点
但是
我害怕
我会失败！

因为你
让我感到疯狂！
为了你
我改变
为了你
我牺牲
为了你
我尝试
为了你
我失去

考试了
我不再想
机会
越来越渺小

希望
今天
是我最后一天幻想这一切
我希望
我能拥有
但是
我害怕我会失去！

我希望
我不能拥有
因为
我害怕失去

我矛盾的说
那
我该争取吗？

last month---> last two weeks-------> final week!

this is the final week and the only week let those stpm candidates prepare for their exam!
are you ready my friend?
i'm not!

i'm trying to open my turbo engine and don't waste for every hour every minute and every second!
because the time are limited to me!
i don't have enough time to prepare..
i'm trying crop those i don't know~

went to somewhere studied with beng in this week!
i have learnt a lot of things from beng!
study la
not others
because
the only study he is better than me
hahaha
he is a helpful person
and also like to make ppl in trouble too
lol
many of my classmate complaint about me
because most of his pattern are copy from me
i really so bad?
i don't know~

last month---> last two weeks

stpm..
you are really one and the only one going to make me mad!
how can i let it go easily?
feel so stress
because
i haven't finish prepare
and
stpm is coming!
WTF!

i have seen all of my friends keep study and study
and i have started stress because of my classmates and my trial result
i did badly for my trial..
what to do?
haiz
anyway
i'm trying hard to recover all the things that i haven't study and revise!
stpm
i wish
i can be your friend
and i wish
you can be my buddy too!
may i?
argh~
wish all of my friends do well in stpm!