What;'s my mind thinking?

Wong Chun Fei..
It's year 2011
what's wrong with you?
=.=
this year is stpm life
and
i don't know what happen to me..
this few weeks..
can't sleep well
because of what?
i really don't know..
i think i can't sleep well start since 1 month ago..
diu nia seng..
i don't know what's my mind thinking..
maybe confuse?
maybe stress?
maybe what?
i don't know
i just know.
nowadays
i keep tuition
keep study
keep stay at school do my little homework..
i have a lot of homework which are delay around 1 month ago..
i don't know how can i complete my homework..
and
i don't know how chee hong will finish his work easily..
i'm admired him so much
chee hong..
how you do it?
i know
u seldom go out
and
i always go out
especially eat
last week
i was promised you stay with you at school did homework..
but
i went to KL had my lunch with family..
you told me..
i have many chance to eat after stpm
but
i never heard what you said..
i can't control myself..
i love to eat..~
sorry chee hong
and
i know..
i will seldom do such thing and go so far for my food..

and my love problem..
i think not so many problem that i face..
the only one..
i feel so sorry to ber
because
nowadays
i seldom accompany her
i busy my work
i busy my homework..
dear
sorry..
i hope you know the reason that i can't always accompany you..
i love you

two weeks

school has started since two weeks ago..
during this two weeks
oh my god
i have tons of homework to do..
and
i always delay my work..
today
i promised myself to do homework at school..
but
my phone was rang when i take it from car..
my dad was calling me..
and
called me go KL for eat fish
=.=
oh my god..
i rejected him
and..
when i was having my lunch with chee hong..
i can't stop thinking the delicious food..
i love food so much
nice food will be attract me..
after ten minutes..
i phone to my dad for called him to fetch me
=.=
feel sorry to chee hong
haha
sorry la
mr chee hong
hehe
now
i 'm trying to finish up my homework as soon as possible..
because
i know
i will have a lot of homework too
=.=
what the .....
i feel speechless on it
=.=
KNS

a new year

errr..i have started my new form 6 life around 3 days..
the surrounding in the class feel not bad la..
still can tahan
there have fresh air that i like
=)
i sit second row in class
feel not bad la..
haha
many people are complainting because they can't see when teacher are teaching
i told them
don't ever complaint
because last year i never complaint at all
whatever la
haha
don't know what i will do in this year?
will i argue with teacher again?
will i whack people?
will i love someone?
haha
will i miss someone?
will i never concentrate in class?
i really don't know
anyway
never mind la
nowadays
i copy all the notes that teacher given
see how hardworking am i
but
i don't know i will continue this hardworking until when?
tomorrow?
next week?
or end of the this year?
haha
i hope so la

31.12.2010
i went to Ampang Look Out Point with friends..
we reached there around 7pm..
i had saw nothing at there
i feel nothing special lo
haha
never mind la
my friend's idea
the menu at there were different with normal day
only got few choices to choose
den
we decided to change place.
we had no any idea where to go
and
finally
we went ONe U again
that was my idea and they were disagree my idea
finally also went there
haha
ONe U had no countdown last year
i never knew it
=.=
feel so disappointed
and we walked to the curve for countdown celebration
hehe
how crazy at there
oh my god
i never seen before people were so high
=.=
they bought the spray..
and play
=.=
the floor was full of bottle sprays
=.=
argh
and
i bought around 20 bottles spray to play
it cost rm40
haha
somebody will feel i'm crazy because wasted a lot of money at the spray
but
it's ok
important happy
money can be earn back
but
happy can't to get it if the time is pass
=)

2011

2011 is coming..
what the hell..
what am i doing during year 2010?
i really don't know
the thing that i only know to do it..
play
lol
play is my life
but
i'm not always the playful la
sometimes
i'm that so serious that you can't imagine
wakakka
whatever
i have a plan with my bosom buddies the end of this year
we will go ONe U or The curve countdown..
last year
we went to sunway countdown
and
that was not nice compare with ONe U
( i think so la )
last year
when we were at sunway..
nobody countdown
but
had a lot of people that and played the spray (snow) and floor
that was not nice..
so
i suggest this year to my friend
we go to One U or the curve
i don't know will how many ppl attend this countdown event..
but
i know..
i will attend
=)
whatever..

year 2011 is around the corner..
i don't know what i did in year 2010
i did some revision work during december holiday
and
i attended a lot of tutorial classes
i'm going become crazy during holiday
and now
the tutorial class is finished soon
this week will be the last year for this year tutorial class
wakakaka
i feel nothing special case happened during this holiday la..
the only thing that i did was..
i went to cheras with LYY by ride motor..
that was fun and challenging la..
and
i ride slowly la..
don't worry
hehe
because
i'm know it is dangerous
i will do it although it is dangerous
i like to try the thing that i haven't try..
and
i will take care of my safety la
hehe
=)

three more days
i will say goodbye to year 2010
i hope
2011 will be the nice year for me and everyone
=)

回想

看着蓝蓝的天空
仿佛看到很多以前甜蜜和开心地回忆
不知不觉
现在我已经十八岁了
时间过得真快
在这十八年里
我都不懂我做了什么有意义的事情

我马不停蹄的努力求学
在求学当中
当然也少不了玩乐的时光
想起了小学
想起了中学
也想起了中六的生活
我不懂在这世界里
除了求学
难道没有别的事情让我们这些小孩可以做的吗？
看着天真无邪的小孩
却背着重大的负担
上学只为了考取更好的成绩
所以
大家放学了
就到了补习中心
为何呢？
是现在的学生怕输？
还是学校的老师不可靠？
还是父母太多钱？
结果很多很多的父母就把孩子送到补习中心
这是应该的吗？
我是其中一个与这件事情关系密切的
在学校
我必须靠的科目是五个科目
我却一口气参与四个科目的补习
这就是我的生活吗？

或许

或许
你觉得我很好

或许
你觉得我很粗鲁

或许
你觉得我很坏

或许
你觉得我很开朗

或许
你觉得我很忧愁

或许
你觉得我令人讨厌

或许
你觉得我令人喜欢

或许
你觉得我很慷慨

或许
你觉得我很乐于助人

或许
你觉得我很不负责任

或许
你觉得我很好色

或许
你觉得我很多嘴

或许
你觉得我很下贱

或许
你觉得我很palia

或许
你觉得我很聪明

或许
你觉得我很笨

或许
你觉得我很爱批评人

或许
你觉得我很花心

或许
你觉得我很专一

或许
你觉得我很无聊

或许
你觉得我很忙

或许
你觉得我很空闲

你们对我的看法有很多很多的或许
我也对你们的或许不是很感兴趣
我会发表这些是因为我很闷

最近
跟很多人
都分离了
也许
我们的意见都不同
也许
你无法容忍我得态度

我真得很谢谢所离开我的人
只想对你们说声谢谢
谢谢你们离开我
减少我的负担
减少我的烦恼
我从来没有期望所离开我身边的人会回来我的身边
如果
我们真的分离
而你主动来找我
我老实的告诉你
你在我的眼里
跟狗比较是没有差别的
我只希望你们别主动找我
除非
我对你的看法我很大的改变
你就得求神拜佛
也许
你觉得我的为人很不好
也许
你觉得我很霸道

那我就得告诉你
这些是你们自己做出来的
我的为人不是你们想象得那么糟
不是我要的
我可以对你更好如果你对我好
我可以对你更不好如果你对我不好

如果你不喜欢我的作风
你可以马上离开我
我也不是很稀罕~

happening..

tuition marathon is happening now until end of the december...
i have no any holiday for my holiday
what the hell
i can't blame anybody
because
form 6 is crazy and busy life..
this is the road that i force by to go..
anyway
i will try my best to do it.
my aim for stpm..
2A's
1B and 1c is enough to me
the cgpa is quite ok de..
3.2++
not bad la
but
i don't know i wheather can do it or not..
anyway
i will try my best to do..
nowadays
i do homework..
until crazy..
so sian..
especially maths homework
oh my god
is getitng more and more
walao
this is the only way to make maths result become success
i can't afford it..
because
the maths homework are too heavy for me..
i gonna cry
T.T
economic
have to memorize
maths
same to
have to memorize formula
account
commen sense
and
pengajian am
oh no..
the worst subject for me
until now
i don't know what the aim to study pengajian am
it is useful to us for our future?
i not think so
just the goverment make it have to compulsary to pass it
Miss Lim today guide us the way to save time and save money..
but
i still not very understand about it
anyway
i will ask her when i need more information..
i just remember
she told us
take stpm
after that
don't go local U
and go college or private U will be faster
~