曾经还是过去？

曾经以为我们可以好好的相处
但是
现在
我发现我错了
我竟然犯错了
也许
这些都成为过去
因为你
昨晚
我睡不着
难道真的是你的影响吗？
如果有如果
如果一切都可以从新开始
那该有多好
但是
我知道已经不可能了！
这些
已成为过去
。。
也许
我该开始我新的生活了
不该想那么多了
最近
好烦
烦恼不是我这种年龄该烦的事情
朋友们都认为
我好幸福
也许
你们都错了
我是比你们还不幸福
所以
别羡慕我
算了
你们多不明白的

我累了

emo?

I have started to emo again..
Many things to worry..
I know everything will not go smooth..
I 'm not worry about my result but I worry other things.
I'm suffer with it since two years ago..
I wish this couldn't happen with me now.
I feel helpless and I don't know who can I tell about all the things.
Maybe all my friends won't believe it if I tell them..
It's impossible happene with me if u know me..
But
I got feeling
The thing will be happen soon
Haih..
What to do..
I'm still remember I worried this one year ago..
It was around march 2011
I don't know why..
Who can tell me...
I'm suffer with it since I was form two...
My life sucks
Seriously..
What the fuck is this.
If this happen to my friends
I bet they will be mad..
Anyway.
U couldn't this will happen on me!
Fuck off

memory..

do you guys remember what did we do three months ago?
Three months ago, we count down to start our STPM;
Two months ago, we count down to end our STPM;
And now, we count down to get our STPM result !
anyway
time flies so fast
i couldn't imagine how fast is it..
i did nothing in this three months
i just know..
i spend more than i earn..
whatever
now
i started to save money
=D
many things have to buy if i success enter university..
i don't know i can buy all the things that i wish to have it..
i'm not the rich guy
i just a generous guy
honestly
i spend more than i earn
it is because i spent my savings
and now
i have to start save money again..

思念

是思念还是想念
很想告诉你
我好想念你
但我做不到
已经好久没有与你会面了
我们的时间都不适合
感觉你正在逃避我
还是我想太多了
我承认你曾经吸引了我
但我慢慢地发现
也许这都是天在戏弄我们
算了吧
一个字
烦

boring

I started feel boring on it
What happen to me.. I really don't know..
Maybe
We really don't have to chance to hang out
Nowadays
I seldom contact with you
Because
Sometimes
I feel disappointed...
Maybe
I too serious on it
I admit

I always think about you before i enter my sleep
But
Do you do?
I wish
U never know on it..
Because
I wish this will be the past tense in my life

U make me sad
U make me cry
U make me happy
U make me excited
U make me disappointed
U make my life wonderful
But am i make you life wondeful?

I MISS YOU BADLY =(
I KNOW
you wouldn't know it..
Because...

SAVE

save money start from now..
can i do it?
try to cut down my expenses for everyday..
i'm demanding a lot of things after my STPM EXAM
bought many things after STPM
what the fuck
my wallet is getting thinner
=.=
seriously
i am trying my best to do it!

work

i have started my work after my stpm..
today is the first day i on leave for january..
this is due to miss LIM
my friends are going to visit miss lim at her new office at dato hamzah
i feel curious how is it..
is there better than STK?
i wish too
i wish miss lim has a better place for her to work
miss lim is a good teacher compare with others
she is a helpful and not only teach us study but also teach us how to be a manner n better person
is it worth it for me to on leave because of her?
i think so!
she has helped me a lot of things
i love this teacher although she always scold me--- please behave yourself

is a new year 2012
and also boring year
i have finished my study~
i finish my school life
now
i have to work until september?
i couldn't imagine how is the life will be~
i love my job although many of you will think it is a low class job
i enjoy my job
i dislike office job~
i love social job~
many of my friends asked me
why u still work at BKT
i answered~
i love this job

i didn't update my blog recently~
because
i keep hang out with my friends
NON-STOP
crazy
i used a lot money this two months
almost 5k~
my saving is going finish soon
haha
~
i have to start save again from now!