just a history in my life

i don't care what i did ...
i don't care what's your feeling
i don't care am i wrong
i don't care what you will do to you..

what i will care?
i just will tell you..
i will care
how to revenge to you
i always mention

我不怕得罪你
我只怕你得罪我
只要事情发生了
我会跟你没完没了
不管我跟你之前的友谊有多好
我也不会给你面子
你不要让我当面揭穿你
我敢保证
你的后果会不堪设想！

堕落

我已经堕落差不多大半年了
我到底怎么了
在班上总是在疯疯癫癫的
我是去上课还是去玩耍？
我已经老了
为何还那么幼稚
哈哈
我自己也不懂
现在
考试快要来临
我什么都还没准备
我不懂我还有多少的精力去准备一切
我只知道我只剩下半年的时间去准备
我还来得及吗？
最近
我都时常去跑步
目的是
去除我身上的三曾肉啦
哈哈
希望
我会成功
嘻嘻
大家祝福我吧！

no idea

no idea that what can i update my blog..
holiday is around the corner
and
my tuition as usual
somemore i have extra class
this is normal for me?
i don't know
=.=
i'm getting lazy and lazy
i will start my study next week..
this is not too early for me
because
i have a lot of things haven't learn
i feel tuition is better than school
but
i love school life so much
i have a lot of fun at there
anyway
i love form 5 life compare with form 6
form 5 buddies are the best for me
xiao together
ponteng together
do xiao dai ji together
quarrel together
right together
everything together
and
my form 6 classmate
divide to a lot of gang
and
i'm maybe the neutral
who also gam hua?
haha
just some of them bo gam la..
really is some nia lo
no more than 3
hahaha
actually
when i was lower six
i don't know my class monitor so much
because
he handsome than me
hahaha
but now
i feel he's a nice person la..
a good person
but
MR CHee (chee hong) is better
this few weeks
keep ki xiao with beng ghee, ai chin, peng lan, su pei, lim pei lai, and karman
haha
the karman
beh tahan la
so scare me
i don't know what she scare about me..
i have no idea
=.=

what the fuck

what the fuck to you..
i had lost all my money..
i never expect you will take my money and you was so rude to me when i scolded you..
anyway
i know you had taken my money and i pretend don't know..
whatever
you had swear in front of god and i feel speechless you will do so because you had taken my money..
it's okay to me..
anyway
now you dare to swear in front of god
then i believe you are waiting god to punish you la..
i feel shock you dare to swear although you do it..
however how you find the excuses
i can comfirm you had taken my money
and i don't know where do you put my money
but
i know what's the next step should i do..
i will never respect and i will never believe you anymore although you're the one of my family member..
this is the serious case for you and me
and now
you are only form 2 and you had started know how to steal and bluff..
i never care you steal my money if it is hundred..
but
the amount is big and i had lost over thousands and thousands..
i feel upset when i lost the money
but
what can i do?
i'm speechless to see what you do

怎么了

我们到底怎么了？
感觉我们之间的距离越来越遥远
我不懂我们该怎么办
原以为我们的感情是不错的
但是
事实上
我什么都不知道
你什么都没告诉我
我问你为何都不告诉我
你却回答我当你需要我时
我在哪里？
我知道
我真得很忙
忙这个
忙那个
不管我有多忙
我都有凑出时间来陪你
当我有时间
我就陪你享用晚餐
这些都不能证明我对你的关心吗？
如果我真的不关心你
我就不会理会你了
你的答案伤了我
我该怎么办？
无助的我~
彻底的伤心~

chinese new year

chinese new year is just started
what the hell..
just start from the new year
and what you did..
i totally dissapointed on you!
i don't know when you will change your attitude
and
everybody is start ignore about you..
why don't you change your attitude!
i'm really dissapointed
=(

happy chinese new year

happy chinese new year to everyone
chinese new year is a tradisional day for every chinese..
but
nowadays
the feeling of CNY are going lesser and lesser..
what happenned?
i had 2 years never touch fireworks..
i feel boring about it..
it has no any fun to me anymore
this year CNY are same with Last year
i work as usual during CNY
maybe
you will feel i very funny and money face
but
the only i can tell you
i feel work are better for me
i will feel helpless and nothing to do..
i'm dying if i never go to work..
i will feel very boring at house
so i prefer work..
my mum laugh at me because i go to work during CNY
she said
i have no childhood when i'm children
whatever la
speechless
anyway
i wish all my friend and my family happy chinese new year