F.o.r.e.v.e.r M.e

memory..

2012-02-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

do you guys remember what did we do three months ago?
Three months ago, we count down to start our STPM;
Two months ago, we count down to end our STPM;
And now, we count down to get our STPM result !
anyway
time flies so fast
i couldn't imagine how fast is it..
i did nothing in this three months
i just know..
i spend more than i earn..
whatever
now
i started to save money
=D
many things have to buy if i success enter university..
i don't know i can buy all the things that i wish to have it..
i'm not the rich guy
i just a generous guy
honestly
i spend more than i earn
it is because i spent my savings
and now
i have to start save money again..

思念

2012-01-31T23:43:00.003+08:00

是思念还是想念
很想告诉你
我好想念你
但我做不到
已经好久没有与你会面了
我们的时间都不适合
感觉你正在逃避我
还是我想太多了
我承认你曾经吸引了我
但我慢慢地发现
也许这都是天在戏弄我们
算了吧
一个字
烦

boring

2012-01-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

I started feel boring on it
What happen to me.. I really don't know..
Maybe
We really don't have to chance to hang out
Nowadays
I seldom contact with you
Because
Sometimes
I feel disappointed...
Maybe
I too serious on it
I admit

I always think about you before i enter my sleep
But
Do you do?
I wish
U never know on it..
Because
I wish this will be the past tense in my life

U make me sad
U make me cry
U make me happy
U make me excited
U make me disappointed
U make my life wonderful
But am i make you life wondeful?

I MISS YOU BADLY =(
I KNOW
you wouldn't know it..
Because...

SAVE

2012-01-15T16:30:00.003+08:00

save money start from now..
can i do it?
try to cut down my expenses for everyday..
i'm demanding a lot of things after my STPM EXAM
bought many things after STPM
what the fuck
my wallet is getting thinner
=.=
seriously
i am trying my best to do it!

work

2012-01-04T07:08:00.002+08:00

i have started my work after my stpm..
today is the first day i on leave for january..
this is due to miss LIM
my friends are going to visit miss lim at her new office at dato hamzah
i feel curious how is it..
is there better than STK?
i wish too
i wish miss lim has a better place for her to work
miss lim is a good teacher compare with others
she is a helpful and not only teach us study but also teach us how to be a manner n better person
is it worth it for me to on leave because of her?
i think so!
she has helped me a lot of things
i love this teacher although she always scold me--- please behave yourself

is a new year 2012
and also boring year
i have finished my study~
i finish my school life
now
i have to work until september?
i couldn't imagine how is the life will be~
i love my job although many of you will think it is a low class job
i enjoy my job
i dislike office job~
i love social job~
many of my friends asked me
why u still work at BKT
i answered~
i love this job

i didn't update my blog recently~
because
i keep hang out with my friends
NON-STOP
crazy
i used a lot money this two months
almost 5k~
my saving is going finish soon
haha
~
i have to start save again from now!

放弃

2011-12-22T19:48:00.002+08:00

你的冷落让我想马上想要放弃这一切!

在乎？

2011-12-17T11:03:00.002+08:00

明明就是在乎对方
为何不坦白
难道是
面子在作怪？
还是。。。
我不懂该怎么形容

考试完了
说真的
感觉
很空虚
因为。。。
我还没解决我的事情
原以为考试过了
我就可以解决一切的事
我发现
我错了
反而
我希望会去从前
因为
我不懂如何面对这一切~

时间
不会因为你，我，他
而停止走动
残酷的一切
都该坦然地面对
但是
我经得起考验吗？

FUCK

2011-12-16T14:39:00.002+08:00

what the fuck..
i can't imagine what's the feeling after STPM
and now
i have done my STPM exam
announcement from CNN when14.12.2011
did u guy see it?
anyway
i feel so happy on it
i can't imagine i finshed my STPM exam
a mission impossible for me!
thank you to all of my teachers who guide me form six
and thank you to a teacher who gave me a lot of entertainment-- PN YAP
LOL
hahaha

times fly

2011-12-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

Exam

stpm exam is going to finish soon
left four papers to go.
I can't describe my feeling right now
I feel so sad because I am leaving all my friends.and school after stpm
I miss all of you so much
I know we have the chances hang out
But i know
the possibility is very low
anyway
wish all of my classmates and friends all the best after stpm
keep in touch!

insomnia

2011-11-29T04:57:00.000+08:00

what the fuck~
insomnia!
i have this problem since one month ago
what the hell..
i wish i can sleep
but..
insomnia
what to do!
fall sick again~

~

2011-11-22T09:33:00.001+08:00

你也一切
我看不透

我的所有
你不明白

你要什么
我不知道

我要了解
你却不肯

他妈的
考试
真得那么难吗？
够吊！

自私

2011-11-16T16:33:00.003+08:00

动物
是自私的吗？

还是
只有人类
是自私的？

在现今的社会
很多人
往往都不喜欢与大家分享
喜欢独自享用这一切

考试将要来临
时间剩下不多
从中
我发现我身边朋友不好看的一面
也就是
丑陋的一面~
我相信
大家都知道
我说谁吧
往往
我对你们的看法慢慢地改变
难道
这是现实的社会
在学校
已经发生这种事情
那这些人
踏出了社会
我应该要小心了？
我不知道
我也不想知道

我只知道
好人有好报
坏人有坏报
不是不报
是时辰未到！

希望~
你
可以改变
对
我说的就是你~

因为你

2011-11-12T01:28:00.002+08:00

因为你的出现
改变了我
我尝试改掉我的缺点
但是
我害怕
我会失败！

因为你
让我感到疯狂！
为了你
我改变
为了你
我牺牲
为了你
我尝试
为了你
我失去

考试了
我不再想
机会
越来越渺小

希望
今天
是我最后一天幻想这一切
我希望
我能拥有
但是
我害怕我会失去！

我希望
我不能拥有
因为
我害怕失去

我矛盾的说
那
我该争取吗？

last month---> last two weeks-------> final week!

2011-11-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

this is the final week and the only week let those stpm candidates prepare for their exam!
are you ready my friend?
i'm not!

i'm trying to open my turbo engine and don't waste for every hour every minute and every second!
because the time are limited to me!
i don't have enough time to prepare..
i'm trying crop those i don't know~

went to somewhere studied with beng in this week!
i have learnt a lot of things from beng!
study la
not others
because
the only study he is better than me
hahaha
he is a helpful person
and also like to make ppl in trouble too
lol
many of my classmate complaint about me
because most of his pattern are copy from me
i really so bad?
i don't know~

last month---> last two weeks

2011-11-09T00:46:00.002+08:00

stpm..
you are really one and the only one going to make me mad!
how can i let it go easily?
feel so stress
because
i haven't finish prepare
and
stpm is coming!
WTF!

i have seen all of my friends keep study and study
and i have started stress because of my classmates and my trial result
i did badly for my trial..
what to do?
haiz
anyway
i'm trying hard to recover all the things that i haven't study and revise!
stpm
i wish
i can be your friend
and i wish
you can be my buddy too!
may i?
argh~
wish all of my friends do well in stpm!

LAST MONTH

2011-10-22T18:00:00.002+08:00

argh.. the only last and the final month to me!
stpm is around the corner...
feel panic because i haven't finish prepare yet!
feel regret because i didn't study during lower six
i wish i can study and never turn off my engine in this final month!
no more entertainment after today except my form 5 gathering!
argh!
finally
i start feel the stress!
how can i release my stress
i start worry my everything!
arghhhhhhhh
i wish i won't be crazy in fact i always call others don't be so stress
now i become the stressful person
maybe
i not satisfy my final exam's result..~
i know i shouldn't aim for so high pointer because i didn't put my effort in the exam and i never study hard when i was lower six..
maybe this is fate ?
whatever..!

start the game! let's go

2011-10-15T15:53:00.002+08:00

stpm is around the corner.. left one month plus!
what the hell
i'm still bad in PA which is subject has to compulsory pass!
am i still dreaming?
i has opened my turbo engine for my PA 1
i just realise i have a lot of questions don't know to do..
i'm afraid now!
will i pass?
argh..
and..
Maths paper 2!
so leceh
so many methods to do which is easy step but a lot..
i might make mistake on that
i have to learn be carefull on it!
i know i don't have enough time to revise all the things
so
i have to open turbo engine which is BMW engine with Kancil body?
LOL
i wish i not only can study fast but i hope i can fly with my study..
i need learn how to love you! Pengajian am
i need learn how to hate you! internet , FB, Blog and entertainment
this is the month which is most important to me!
i don't want fail on PA
i just wish i can pass!

i did badly in final exam..
congra to those student who have score their final exam!
Beng Ghee, Swee Ching , NYM Chee Hong--- Maths
Sear Yin, Swee Ching--- PA
Swee Ching , Sher Yee--- EK
Swee Ching ---- ACC
Beng Ghee---- costing (one question only) hahaha

best

2011-10-10T07:34:00.001+08:00

i might not the best..
but i know
i'm not the bad..
anyway
what for i talk about thiS?
lol
haha

it's good or bad?

2011-10-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

it's good to me study 5 hours?
i really don't know..
my tutor was remind me study during this pmr holiday...
feel very tired...
i almost give up for my life..
many things that i have to face..
not only study..
and also others...
i wish
i can leave the world...
but..
what can i do?
most of the times..
i tell myself..
i should not give up easily..
but
i can take it how long?
i wish all the thing will go easily and smooth..
but i know
it's impossible..
at 1st..
i feel i did a wrong decision to you..
feel upset and disappointed to you..
you has made me dissapoint to you..
i only sentence can i say and shout is..
WHAT THE FUCK
i should not believe you..
and
i will never believe you again entire life
i know it's cruel to you..
but
this is the thing that i can do to you..
i don't care who you are..

next topic
study..
5 hours
or
3 hours better?
my brain
maximum kapasity
is
3 hours
but
should i do it
to 5 hours?

你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
[承受数不尽的春来冬去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去

等待

2011-09-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

等待是一种最好的解决方法吗？
考试将要来临
我还在做什么？
算了

今天
你不回复我
算了
我没生气
因为
我都习惯了
但
我等了你好久
却没看见你的人影
开始
我责怪你为何不回复我~
最后
我没有责怪你
你从来不旷课
更何况是林小姐的课
我知道
一定是不好的事情发生了
不出我所料
事情果然发生了~
希望一切都会安然
别担心~

Mr OON

2011-09-30T19:05:00.001+08:00

Had a Nice talk with Mr oon and beng ghee on this wednesday
we chat a lot of things and we only chat for a while
we went cheras around 8 o'clock and we reached there by 9.30++
this was due to traffic jam and i don't know the way to go mr oon's house
LOL
ANYWAY
had a nice walk and talk with beng ghee~

enjoyed the fun

2011-09-24T10:49:00.002+08:00

i enjoyed the fun with u guys..
yesterday was my 1st time hang out with all of you..
feel so surprise because of yii yen..
haha
anyway
happy birthday to you~ Swee Ching
u r the only one classmate that help you celebrated 2 years
haha
i know you since last year only
this is because
my mum told me got a intelligent girl in my class
haha
you told me i have no chance to help you celebrate for 3rd year?
haha
i don't know..
i wish all of us will have the fun in future..
enjoyed the moment with Yii Yen, Chui Yeng, Jing Ni, Yong Siang and birthday girl Swee Ching~

爱

2011-09-22T08:40:00.001+08:00

曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

trial

2011-09-17T17:57:00.002+08:00

trial are going finish~
is the time to relax?
i don't think so
now is the time let study and do past year question!
i dislike PA very much
but
what can i do?
PA is a compulsory subject for stpm
and also a compulsory subect to pass for stpm
argh!
left two months to go
after that
i believe that
i can hang out with my secondary schoolmate and form 6 classmate~
feel so sorry to my 5a6 gang cause nowadays seldom hang out with them..
maybe they will feel i beh cham
but i believe they know my feeling
this exam is very important to me..
i don't want to waste 2 years because i can't score for stpm..!
bro and sis
i believe
all of you won't blame me..
nowadays
i also seldom go jogging
this is because i always rest for study?
haha
i think so ba~
i have insomnia for 3 weeks..
what happen to me?
maybe stress for stpm?
i don't think so~

crazy

2011-09-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

study makes me crazy
whatever
i hope i will never be stress
when i 'm seeing all of you study
i feel so helpless and stress
what can i to do
i admire all of you can sit down quietly and study
why i can't do so?
am i too active?
or am i lazy?
maybe active just an excuse for me..
i wish i can study hard
but
my max study hours for one day is around 2 or 3 hours
but
some of my friends
they can study since afternoon until midnight..
one of them...
study until fall sick
is study more important than health?
what you guys thinking?
i can't accept all of you feel so stress
maybe
i never enter such a stress class before..
anyway
all of my classmate are awesome in study
except me
i'm awesome in using vulgar word..
anyway
i won't do so again..
i will upgrade myself
haha
become a manner student..
haha
will i successfull?
let's see
wish u guy good luck in exam~

NO TiTle

2011-09-03T09:01:00.002+08:00

exam is around the corner..
i believe that many people have started their revision
but me..
still dreaming..
now
i really lost my way
don't know what happen to me..
argh..
i wish my mood will back before i enter the exam hall
i can't don't agreee STPM is tougher than SPM
although the subjects of STPM are lesser than SPM
whatever..

before kang kai ,ettien and wendy enter U~
we had our talk at Mamak..
we talked a lot of things..
a lot of nonsense..
whatever

i missed PBSM MP because of..
i dislike the place so much

I Missed volleyball and ping pong MP
because
i didn't receive the invitation card although last year i went..
haha
never mind la
because i'm not the member

honestly
i don't enjoy my form six life..
because
form six life
is stress!

i'm going to finish my form six life..
after that
what will i do after i finish form six?
who know
=)

沉默

2011-08-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

也许沉默是我最后的选择
如果与你沟通
会让你带来不欢喜
那我宁可选择沉默
也许这是对我来说是最后的选择
听说
你很注重友谊
害怕失去朋友
但我还能怎样
难道这不是最好的决定吗？
如果下次
我再激怒你
不使我生气
而是你了吧！
所以
这就是我的决定

不是我不回复你
而是你选错了时间
好选不选
你选择在我睡觉的时间发简讯给我~
我怎能回复你
算了吧
也许
你会认为我正在找借口~

好久

2011-08-20T11:43:00.002+08:00

好久好久没有和我的哥儿姐妹们出去了
最近
我都在准备我的课业
准备面对我的考试
我必须加倍努力因为去年我都逗留在甜蜜蜜的生活
今年
我必须加油了拉
对不起我的朋友们
你们近来好吗？
我知道最近发生了些不愉快的事情
虽然我和你都不熟
我都会祝福你的家人平平安安~

学校的事情
可说是
越来越严重
大家的心情顿时沉默了下来
也许
是
考试的到来
祝福大家的努力不是白费的
一分耕耘，一分收获
要牢牢记得
天下没有白吃的午餐！

停止

2011-08-13T10:43:00.002+08:00

我会停止一切一切的东西
例如
面子书，部落格等等~
算了
对我自己感到失望
我是时候不再浪费时间在电脑上
虽然我对着电脑的时间不多
但这些时间累计起来也不少~
对我的生活
感到非常的失望
课业，关系，家人，金钱
我都搞不好
还是
我的要求太高？
我知道知足常乐
但是
我从一个不错的情况沦落到这个地步
我对我来说还算是好的生活吗？
我真的不知
只希望
我的心里会有知足常乐这个字！

不是我

2011-08-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

往往了解你的人不是我
人生的最大遗憾莫过于错误地坚持了不该坚持的，
轻易地放弃了不该放弃的!
而最重要的是：我真的不知道对你，
我是该坚持还是放弃！

BIRTHDAY BOY---BENG GHEE

2011-07-31T06:20:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to you beng ghee..
don't be childish again
and..
enjoyed the celebration with you , ai chin and peng lan..
felt so sorry because we didn't go chiong K with you due to room fully booked!
argh..
we went to genting took a lot of photos
hehe
i hope you (beng ghee) feel suprise and happy what we did to you
i want to apologize with my playfullness
hahaha
3 times that u kena by the cake
oh my god
how to imagine birthday boy kena 3 times with a cake!
lol
haha
and i feel so sorry la!
because of my camera
i don't know what happen to my camera
but i think was the setting problem..
when i realised
we almost finished took photo at there!
whatever
it is a nice memory to us!
again..
happy birthday to you
beng ghee!

责备

2011-07-27T19:19:00.002+08:00

责备你
不是因为生气你
责备你
不是因为讨厌你
责备你
不是因为不喜欢你的所作所为
我责备你
是因为我在乎你
责备你
是为了让你不要错下去
责备你
是关心你
责备你
是你的荣欣
责备你
希望你别怪我
责备你
因为我不要你在犯错
责备你
是为了改变你

现在不改变你
我就没机会！
因为现实的世界是现实的
是不会给你第二次的机会
是不会给你重新的机会
是不会给你在重来
我希望你明白！

留步

2011-07-24T06:45:00.001+08:00

我渐渐地停下我对你走去的脚步
我渐渐地发现很多事情不是我想象得那么简单
我渐渐地发现...

MAD

2011-07-23T21:45:00.001+08:00

oh no
freaking mad because of you..
argh
angry you
you make me confusing..
fucking
sucking
i hate you leh..
but i need try to love you
what to do..
you are important to me..
you can make my future different!
Pengajian Am
i have forced to say!
i love you Pengajian AM!

study mode

2011-07-20T06:14:00.001+08:00

my study mode has been opened since 2 weeks ago..
and now..
i'm worrrying about my PA subject..
i found that PA is a teribble subject for me..
i don't know how to study this subject!
i don't like history..
i don't like memorize
i don't like BM
argh!
what can i do?
i hate BM essay
and now
i know i need to start study PA but not always study ECON , Maths or ACC
Come PA
i challenge you !

Are you ready?

2011-07-09T10:01:00.003+08:00

are you ready?
are you ready all of my friends?
STPM left 124 days..
what are you doing now?
studying?
playing?
stess-ing?
enjoying?
earning?
sleeping?
or dreaming?
wake up all of my friends and include me!
is time to study now!
we have enough time if we start now
we can have a better result if we start our study now!
come mon
is time to wake up
i have started my study since last week
but
i scare
i can't have a better result too!
i'm so gia shu now!
haha
many of my classmate also become so gia shu include me
what to do?
STPM IS so stress for us!
wish all my classmate will do well!
include myself!

对你

2011-07-05T20:53:00.004+08:00

也许我对你的态度是恶劣了
但
我仍然选择不道歉
是你先不理我
是你告诉我别烦你
是你命令我走开
那我再也不会在理会你
也许大家都觉得我很野蛮
觉得我很不讲理
但我没关系
我不理会大家对我的看法
我只知道
我讲到做到
这是我的作风！
别问我为什么

别问我发生了什么事

2011-07-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

别再问我发生了什么事
我不想与你们分享我的心事
因为
我不懂得如何告诉你们我的事情
我知道大家都关心我
担心我
但你们的好意
我真的心领了
真得谢谢你们的关心
但我却辜负你们
没告诉你们我的事情
我也让你们为了搞得团团转
真的对不起
因为
我真的不懂得怎么分享
别再问我怎么了
我只可以告诉大家
这件事情对我来说
没有那么容易解决
也不可能用那么短的时间来解决~
所以
我希望你们明白我的意思
别再问我怎么了
如果你觉得我的固执
我也无言
我只能告诉你们
别再问我了！
我真得很烦
也许你没感觉我的心情不好
但是我可以告诉你们
我的所作所为
不是你们想想得那么容易
年尾我还得面对大考
我不动窝该怎么办
我快崩溃了

自私

2011-06-26T18:24:00.002+08:00

自私是人类不好的行为
你的自私
顿时感到非常的无助
我不懂我该怎么办
幸好星期五我发现的早
不然
我就失去你了
我不懂
失去你是好事还是坏事
你的行动让我感到非常的担心
非常的无助
对你的自私
我感到很疲累
我到底还能等到什么时候~
我不懂下次会发生什么事情
我难以预料
但
我知道
绝对
不会有好事发生
没关系
我早已有心理准备
希望
你不会再有那么自私的行动
不会让我感到失望！

..

2011-06-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

不是你的，就不是你的
为何要逞强
我也一样
不是我的
就不是我的
为何我要逞强
对你
我感到无言
我只可以默默地保护你
我知道
我不能帮助你
但你不要让我担心
很多次了
你让我差一点失去你
可是到最后
我却帮了你
别让我失望
起来吧！

what the fuck again (part 2)

2011-06-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

don't blame me what i will do to you and u should asked yourself what you did..
fucker..
i'm getting rude now!
and you drive me up the wall
my thing you want to bother?
after that
you said non your business
come mon
is you make me in trouble
and now i tell you what's the problem
but
you told me non your business
you pig or fucker?
don't you think you can be the person that i can respect?
and you know
you are the teacher?
fuck off

what the fuck again

2011-06-14T20:30:00.003+08:00

what the fuck of the thing happenned to me again.
the only word i can describe my life
FUCK!

what happen to my friend ...
you had done your study one year and half year to go and you said you are leaving form 6
i knew that financial problem not the truth problem that u told us..
i really don't know what happenned to you
i'm try the best to help you but you was rejected my help
you know
i'm sad..
my tears was playing in my eyes yesterday
anyway
i respect the decision that you make
good luck to you
as miss lim said
we agree that we disagree
not our life
we can't decide for you

路是人走出来的
东西是死的
人是活的
问题是自己找来的
我不懂你真正的原因
但
我祝福你
一切顺利！

EXAM

2011-05-28T07:06:00.002+08:00

Phew
exam was finished..
and now
is time to face my tutorial classes marathon
oh my god..
break record..
one day
3 classes..
around 9 hours..
what the fish..
speechless
something happenned to my friend
and
i hope he will settle the problem as soon as possible..
i'm as a brother
i will try to help him to solve the problem too
the problem make us worry~
anyway
wish u good luck
BRO!

This month i'm going to bankrupt too..
a lot of expenses..
what to do?
lol
i'm trying to control.
especially my food!
i have used a lot of money on food
keep eat and eat
lol

holiday is coming soon

2011-05-25T05:35:00.002+08:00

oh yeah..
holiday is coming soon
means
my tuition classes marathon is getting nearer
argh
i will crazy again..
my account result
FAIL
how stupid am i?
now
i feel account is getitng harder and harder
and
i start love economic too~
hehe
anyway
i will try my best to do well at all subjects..

MR OON WAS RETIRED..
and
PN THYE will take over MR OON'S place..
and she will be 6A5 account's teacher

and
i have started my single life
i'm single
but
i'm not available..
i will start study hard now..
no more wasting on time..
try to plan for my stpm..

feel happy because exam is finish soon
and
i won't see my classmate feel stress again
but
i believe
i will comfirm
they will emo when they get their result..
buddies.
don't be stress

谢谢您，老师

2011-05-20T18:37:00.002+08:00

谢谢您
老师
你的离去
让我舍不得
但是
一切都成了定局
我责备我自己
为何当初不珍惜你对我们的指导
对不起老师
有时候
我知道
我对老师您的态度恶劣
再声对您说对不起
虽然
你对我们的教导只有仅仅的一年
但是
我从老师身上
学会了不少东西
除了课业
我也学会如何对人处事
从老师身上学会如何节俭
这些
你都让我体会到老师的体贴
谢谢您
老师
您的笑容永远会在我心中徘徊！
我不会让你失望！

没有你的日子

2011-05-19T10:01:00.002+08:00

没有你的日子。。。
我好不习惯
没人陪我谈天
毕竟
一切已成为定局
我还能怎样
不望过去
只面对未来
我得慢慢习惯我的生活~

750 天

2011-05-16T05:42:00.002+08:00

与你在一起的第750天
我们之间的感情就告一段落了
其实
我早已发现我们之间出现了问题
我已经尝试挽救我们之间的感情
但是却没有任何的进展
就当我昨天开始发梦时
我就开始胡思乱想
想东想西的
我不懂我还能怎么样

不管怎样
我仍然要谢谢你在这两年来的陪伴
在这两年里
我从爱情上学了不少事情
学会容忍
学会宽容
学会自立
学了好多好多的东西
也许
现在的我不适合你吧
所以我选择了放弃
放弃一切~
我知道我放不下
但我唯可以这样做
我没有选择的余地
我不想再让你受委屈
你因为我
孤单了很久
很多时候
因为我太忙
我都忽略了你
我知道你对我很重要
但是
这是我唯一可以做的选择
我相信
你可以找到比我更好的！
我们会坚强下去！
我做了这个重要的决定
我不后悔
我也不会让你后悔
因为
我再也不会让你受委屈了~

just a history in my life

2011-04-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

i don't care what i did ...
i don't care what's your feeling
i don't care am i wrong
i don't care what you will do to you..

what i will care?
i just will tell you..
i will care
how to revenge to you
i always mention

我不怕得罪你
我只怕你得罪我
只要事情发生了
我会跟你没完没了
不管我跟你之前的友谊有多好
我也不会给你面子
你不要让我当面揭穿你
我敢保证
你的后果会不堪设想！

堕落

2011-03-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

我已经堕落差不多大半年了
我到底怎么了
在班上总是在疯疯癫癫的
我是去上课还是去玩耍？
我已经老了
为何还那么幼稚
哈哈
我自己也不懂
现在
考试快要来临
我什么都还没准备
我不懂我还有多少的精力去准备一切
我只知道我只剩下半年的时间去准备
我还来得及吗？
最近
我都时常去跑步
目的是
去除我身上的三曾肉啦
哈哈
希望
我会成功
嘻嘻
大家祝福我吧！

no idea

2011-03-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

no idea that what can i update my blog..
holiday is around the corner
and
my tuition as usual
somemore i have extra class
this is normal for me?
i don't know
=.=
i'm getting lazy and lazy
i will start my study next week..
this is not too early for me
because
i have a lot of things haven't learn
i feel tuition is better than school
but
i love school life so much
i have a lot of fun at there
anyway
i love form 5 life compare with form 6
form 5 buddies are the best for me
xiao together
ponteng together
do xiao dai ji together
quarrel together
right together
everything together
and
my form 6 classmate
divide to a lot of gang
and
i'm maybe the neutral
who also gam hua?
haha
just some of them bo gam la..
really is some nia lo
no more than 3
hahaha
actually
when i was lower six
i don't know my class monitor so much
because
he handsome than me
hahaha
but now
i feel he's a nice person la..
a good person
but
MR CHee (chee hong) is better
this few weeks
keep ki xiao with beng ghee, ai chin, peng lan, su pei, lim pei lai, and karman
haha
the karman
beh tahan la
so scare me
i don't know what she scare about me..
i have no idea
=.=

what the fuck

2011-02-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

what the fuck to you..
i had lost all my money..
i never expect you will take my money and you was so rude to me when i scolded you..
anyway
i know you had taken my money and i pretend don't know..
whatever
you had swear in front of god and i feel speechless you will do so because you had taken my money..
it's okay to me..
anyway
now you dare to swear in front of god
then i believe you are waiting god to punish you la..
i feel shock you dare to swear although you do it..
however how you find the excuses
i can comfirm you had taken my money
and i don't know where do you put my money
but
i know what's the next step should i do..
i will never respect and i will never believe you anymore although you're the one of my family member..
this is the serious case for you and me
and now
you are only form 2 and you had started know how to steal and bluff..
i never care you steal my money if it is hundred..
but
the amount is big and i had lost over thousands and thousands..
i feel upset when i lost the money
but
what can i do?
i'm speechless to see what you do

怎么了

2011-02-11T08:21:00.002+08:00

我们到底怎么了？
感觉我们之间的距离越来越遥远
我不懂我们该怎么办
原以为我们的感情是不错的
但是
事实上
我什么都不知道
你什么都没告诉我
我问你为何都不告诉我
你却回答我当你需要我时
我在哪里？
我知道
我真得很忙
忙这个
忙那个
不管我有多忙
我都有凑出时间来陪你
当我有时间
我就陪你享用晚餐
这些都不能证明我对你的关心吗？
如果我真的不关心你
我就不会理会你了
你的答案伤了我
我该怎么办？
无助的我~
彻底的伤心~

chinese new year

2011-02-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

chinese new year is just started
what the hell..
just start from the new year
and what you did..
i totally dissapointed on you!
i don't know when you will change your attitude
and
everybody is start ignore about you..
why don't you change your attitude!
i'm really dissapointed
=(

happy chinese new year

2011-02-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year to everyone
chinese new year is a tradisional day for every chinese..
but
nowadays
the feeling of CNY are going lesser and lesser..
what happenned?
i had 2 years never touch fireworks..
i feel boring about it..
it has no any fun to me anymore
this year CNY are same with Last year
i work as usual during CNY
maybe
you will feel i very funny and money face
but
the only i can tell you
i feel work are better for me
i will feel helpless and nothing to do..
i'm dying if i never go to work..
i will feel very boring at house
so i prefer work..
my mum laugh at me because i go to work during CNY
she said
i have no childhood when i'm children
whatever la
speechless
anyway
i wish all my friend and my family happy chinese new year

What;'s my mind thinking?

2011-01-20T19:11:00.002+08:00

Wong Chun Fei..
It's year 2011
what's wrong with you?
=.=
this year is stpm life
and
i don't know what happen to me..
this few weeks..
can't sleep well
because of what?
i really don't know..
i think i can't sleep well start since 1 month ago..
diu nia seng..
i don't know what's my mind thinking..
maybe confuse?
maybe stress?
maybe what?
i don't know
i just know.
nowadays
i keep tuition
keep study
keep stay at school do my little homework..
i have a lot of homework which are delay around 1 month ago..
i don't know how can i complete my homework..
and
i don't know how chee hong will finish his work easily..
i'm admired him so much
chee hong..
how you do it?
i know
u seldom go out
and
i always go out
especially eat
last week
i was promised you stay with you at school did homework..
but
i went to KL had my lunch with family..
you told me..
i have many chance to eat after stpm
but
i never heard what you said..
i can't control myself..
i love to eat..~
sorry chee hong
and
i know..
i will seldom do such thing and go so far for my food..

and my love problem..
i think not so many problem that i face..
the only one..
i feel so sorry to ber
because
nowadays
i seldom accompany her
i busy my work
i busy my homework..
dear
sorry..
i hope you know the reason that i can't always accompany you..
i love you

two weeks

2011-01-12T19:26:00.002+08:00

school has started since two weeks ago..
during this two weeks
oh my god
i have tons of homework to do..
and
i always delay my work..
today
i promised myself to do homework at school..
but
my phone was rang when i take it from car..
my dad was calling me..
and
called me go KL for eat fish
=.=
oh my god..
i rejected him
and..
when i was having my lunch with chee hong..
i can't stop thinking the delicious food..
i love food so much
nice food will be attract me..
after ten minutes..
i phone to my dad for called him to fetch me
=.=
feel sorry to chee hong
haha
sorry la
mr chee hong
hehe
now
i 'm trying to finish up my homework as soon as possible..
because
i know
i will have a lot of homework too
=.=
what the .....
i feel speechless on it
=.=
KNS

a new year

2011-01-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

errr..i have started my new form 6 life around 3 days..
the surrounding in the class feel not bad la..
still can tahan
there have fresh air that i like
=)
i sit second row in class
feel not bad la..
haha
many people are complainting because they can't see when teacher are teaching
i told them
don't ever complaint
because last year i never complaint at all
whatever la
haha
don't know what i will do in this year?
will i argue with teacher again?
will i whack people?
will i love someone?
haha
will i miss someone?
will i never concentrate in class?
i really don't know
anyway
never mind la
nowadays
i copy all the notes that teacher given
see how hardworking am i
but
i don't know i will continue this hardworking until when?
tomorrow?
next week?
or end of the this year?
haha
i hope so la

31.12.2010
i went to Ampang Look Out Point with friends..
we reached there around 7pm..
i had saw nothing at there
i feel nothing special lo
haha
never mind la
my friend's idea
the menu at there were different with normal day
only got few choices to choose
den
we decided to change place.
we had no any idea where to go
and
finally
we went ONe U again
that was my idea and they were disagree my idea
finally also went there
haha
ONe U had no countdown last year
i never knew it
=.=
feel so disappointed
and we walked to the curve for countdown celebration
hehe
how crazy at there
oh my god
i never seen before people were so high
=.=
they bought the spray..
and play
=.=
the floor was full of bottle sprays
=.=
argh
and
i bought around 20 bottles spray to play
it cost rm40
haha
somebody will feel i'm crazy because wasted a lot of money at the spray
but
it's ok
important happy
money can be earn back
but
happy can't to get it if the time is pass
=)

2011

2010-12-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

2011 is coming..
what the hell..
what am i doing during year 2010?
i really don't know
the thing that i only know to do it..
play
lol
play is my life
but
i'm not always the playful la
sometimes
i'm that so serious that you can't imagine
wakakka
whatever
i have a plan with my bosom buddies the end of this year
we will go ONe U or The curve countdown..
last year
we went to sunway countdown
and
that was not nice compare with ONe U
( i think so la )
last year
when we were at sunway..
nobody countdown
but
had a lot of people that and played the spray (snow) and floor
that was not nice..
so
i suggest this year to my friend
we go to One U or the curve
i don't know will how many ppl attend this countdown event..
but
i know..
i will attend
=)
whatever..

year 2011 is around the corner..
i don't know what i did in year 2010
i did some revision work during december holiday
and
i attended a lot of tutorial classes
i'm going become crazy during holiday
and now
the tutorial class is finished soon
this week will be the last year for this year tutorial class
wakakaka
i feel nothing special case happened during this holiday la..
the only thing that i did was..
i went to cheras with LYY by ride motor..
that was fun and challenging la..
and
i ride slowly la..
don't worry
hehe
because
i'm know it is dangerous
i will do it although it is dangerous
i like to try the thing that i haven't try..
and
i will take care of my safety la
hehe
=)

three more days
i will say goodbye to year 2010
i hope
2011 will be the nice year for me and everyone
=)

回想

2010-12-16T08:56:00.002+08:00

看着蓝蓝的天空
仿佛看到很多以前甜蜜和开心地回忆
不知不觉
现在我已经十八岁了
时间过得真快
在这十八年里
我都不懂我做了什么有意义的事情

我马不停蹄的努力求学
在求学当中
当然也少不了玩乐的时光
想起了小学
想起了中学
也想起了中六的生活
我不懂在这世界里
除了求学
难道没有别的事情让我们这些小孩可以做的吗？
看着天真无邪的小孩
却背着重大的负担
上学只为了考取更好的成绩
所以
大家放学了
就到了补习中心
为何呢？
是现在的学生怕输？
还是学校的老师不可靠？
还是父母太多钱？
结果很多很多的父母就把孩子送到补习中心
这是应该的吗？
我是其中一个与这件事情关系密切的
在学校
我必须靠的科目是五个科目
我却一口气参与四个科目的补习
这就是我的生活吗？

或许

2010-12-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

或许
你觉得我很好

或许
你觉得我很粗鲁

或许
你觉得我很坏

或许
你觉得我很开朗

或许
你觉得我很忧愁

或许
你觉得我令人讨厌

或许
你觉得我令人喜欢

或许
你觉得我很慷慨

或许
你觉得我很乐于助人

或许
你觉得我很不负责任

或许
你觉得我很好色

或许
你觉得我很多嘴

或许
你觉得我很下贱

或许
你觉得我很palia

或许
你觉得我很聪明

或许
你觉得我很笨

或许
你觉得我很爱批评人

或许
你觉得我很花心

或许
你觉得我很专一

或许
你觉得我很无聊

或许
你觉得我很忙

或许
你觉得我很空闲

你们对我的看法有很多很多的或许
我也对你们的或许不是很感兴趣
我会发表这些是因为我很闷

最近
跟很多人
都分离了
也许
我们的意见都不同
也许
你无法容忍我得态度

我真得很谢谢所离开我的人
只想对你们说声谢谢
谢谢你们离开我
减少我的负担
减少我的烦恼
我从来没有期望所离开我身边的人会回来我的身边
如果
我们真的分离
而你主动来找我
我老实的告诉你
你在我的眼里
跟狗比较是没有差别的
我只希望你们别主动找我
除非
我对你的看法我很大的改变
你就得求神拜佛
也许
你觉得我的为人很不好
也许
你觉得我很霸道

那我就得告诉你
这些是你们自己做出来的
我的为人不是你们想象得那么糟
不是我要的
我可以对你更好如果你对我好
我可以对你更不好如果你对我不好

如果你不喜欢我的作风
你可以马上离开我
我也不是很稀罕~

happening..

2010-12-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

tuition marathon is happening now until end of the december...
i have no any holiday for my holiday
what the hell
i can't blame anybody
because
form 6 is crazy and busy life..
this is the road that i force by to go..
anyway
i will try my best to do it.
my aim for stpm..
2A's
1B and 1c is enough to me
the cgpa is quite ok de..
3.2++
not bad la
but
i don't know i wheather can do it or not..
anyway
i will try my best to do..
nowadays
i do homework..
until crazy..
so sian..
especially maths homework
oh my god
is getitng more and more
walao
this is the only way to make maths result become success
i can't afford it..
because
the maths homework are too heavy for me..
i gonna cry
T.T
economic
have to memorize
maths
same to
have to memorize formula
account
commen sense
and
pengajian am
oh no..
the worst subject for me
until now
i don't know what the aim to study pengajian am
it is useful to us for our future?
i not think so
just the goverment make it have to compulsary to pass it
Miss Lim today guide us the way to save time and save money..
but
i still not very understand about it
anyway
i will ask her when i need more information..
i just remember
she told us
take stpm
after that
don't go local U
and go college or private U will be faster
~

疯了

2010-11-18T06:02:00.002+08:00

快疯了咯
因为假期开始了
我的假期等于没有假期
假期的时间表都被补习填的满满的
真得快疯了
我也知道我身边的朋友都和我一样
祝福我们吧
努力的一起奋斗~
嘻嘻
加油

在这几天都没什么特别的事情发生
不只是好事还是坏事
生活就是这么无聊吗？
我没有得到任何的答案
因为没有人可以给我一个正确的答案
算了咯
我也没有在乎太多咯

Tutorial class marathon

2010-11-13T06:09:00.002+08:00

i'm started my school holiday
and
i will face tutorial class marathon soon..
i hope i can study smart but not smart hard during tutorial class.
i will be serious..
i'm only left one month to study all the things and it's my turn to face stpm
i did a bad result in my final exam..
because i never do revision?
maybe this is excuse..
or
maybe i don't know at all
this is the bad excuse..
i admire my classmate Ng Chee Hong..
he is the best in study
he has a lot of good teknik in study..
he can do well economic and account although he has no basic..
oh my god..
what the hell
jealous la..
haha
whatever
i also will study smart..
blek..
he do every exercises at least two times..
how free is him
i don't know why he has a lot of time to do so..
he can manage his time to do everything
social
study
chit-chat
play
eat
online
and so on..
how perfect is you..
my god..
i'm trying to learn from you..
but
you don't want teach me the way (joke)
haha
whatever
anyway
i'm senior now..
lol
but
i won't say i'm senior la..
since i don't like senior
so i won't be senior
i'm welcome lower six join form 6
=D
don't scare about me
hehe

to my classmate
do well during holiday
i know all of you have a lot of tutorial class same as me..
take care ya~

Good adviser...

2010-11-10T15:08:00.002+08:00

i have meet a good adviser..
koh kang kai
haha
he told me many things about high school..
i feel he really kind and helpful..
he treat me as normal although many people feel i did wrong to teacher
lolz
whatever
i know stk form 6 teacher are powerful
but
i really no idea..
and
i never scare before..
i know i'm too stubborn..
but
what can i do?
the only comment i do is..
i won't let anybody scold me without reason
this is my rules
okay la
well

finish lower six life soon
i'm started study all the subjects from yesterday
study slowly
and
try to understand all the things
i know i have no any time during holiday
i have no any holiday
because
when school start holiday
and
i also have to start tuition marathon
i hope i can make myself well during tuition marathon
won't fall sick
cause
my health sucks
easily get sick
hehe

and
i have to on-diet..
i'm fat now..
oh my god
i keep complaint to myself..
and
i will start to control my food
don't eat too full when my every meal
hehe
try to decrease my weight
aboden no handsome liao neh~~
haha
later nobody want me liao
haha
whatever
i will control my food
hehe

waiting tomorrow

2010-11-07T22:16:00.003+08:00

i'm waiting for tomorrow..
i don't know what will happen tomorrow..
but
i have a feeling
teacher will take action to me..
and
somebody will see by using other kind of eyesides?
so what
i don't care..
i don't know they will talk about the topic during assembly..
i feel don't want to school tomorrow..
if they talk about that
wasting my time at assembly
=.=
whatever la..
just one time
and
tomorrow is the last assembly for me in this year
study one more week
will start my holiday and tuition marathon

anyway
thanks for everybody gossip about me..
although i don't like you all gossip about the false statement..
but
it's okay..
for ZS
just shut your mouth and stop comment about it..
everybody has different thinking..
why you think you're the only right and i'm the only wrong who did wrong?
did you see what i did?
did you know everything
if you don't know
please shut up..
i just have to warning you..
next time please
shut up your mouth..
if you want to open your mouth
please think before you comment.
don't learn from somebody..
i'm disappointed to you..
how you be my pengerusi
oh my god..
don't ever make me scold by using vulgar word..
i don't like use it unless you make me damn angry..

CK
i know you love senior so much?
so what?
do you know?
many members in lower six quite hate you?
i never told you
because you're my friend
but
since you make me damn angry..
now i tell you..
i hope you will change your attitude..
because many member in lower six dislike you..
i know you have a good relation with senior?
but
so what?
they are going graduated..
i don't know you will see my blog or not..
and
you're warning by me too..

i don't know everybody comment what about me
and i don't care.
just don't comment other person who not involved ..
fark off
why you comment my CH?
diu you 996
don't ever make me scold you..
i'm going to sleep
and
i'm waiting tomorrow have any show will happen or not..

no need your respect

2010-11-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

attention to all my friends especially who elder than me one year and study at stk..
those think there are senior for lower six
you can respect anybody except me
i just can warning you..
i no need your respect at all..
honestly
i never respect any senior except kang kai and wendy
okay?
i don't like you all because all of you thought you are senior?
just shut up if you meet me..
no need to talk with me
no need to respect me
and
don't you try to gossip about me..
cause i never gossip about you all..
for me
all of you just transparent...
what for i need your respect
something was happenned on tuesday
and
many people comment about me..
fine ..
what have to comment about me?
you are maid?
have to take care me?
i no need your advise..
no need at all..
i mention again
no need respect me at all although just have last two weeks..
i admit i have never respect you all..
so?
this is my attitute..
i don't like people who are arrogant?
do you feel you are arrogant at STK when be a senior?
do you feel you are arrogant at STK when OW was held?
what for you have a arrogant attitude
and
i just can tell you..
all the attitude just learn from you all..
because of your attitude..
we complaint to newspaper
because of your attitude
we feel beh song during OW
because of your attitude
you make me feel Antipathy to you..

anyway..
i will set my blog as private until holiday ..
maybe you feel i will have a bad life at STK
after i argue with teacher
i will say no
i can comfirm
i feel i will have a better life in STK
i damn care about all the comment that you posted..
all of you get the wrong information from the teacher
what for don't you get information from student b5 or b6?
because of the comment..
i feel more disappointed to all of you..
you said education fail?
why don't ever complaint yourself?
complaint you are inmature
you never know how to do a good decision..
you only will believe teacher?
are the teacher always will be right?
teacher just a human being..
will do something wrong too
anybody will do wrong thing include god..
i just can tell you..
you are the wrong..
and
education fail
because of you..
elder than me and make a stupid conclusion?
LOL

fine...

2010-11-03T01:28:00.003+08:00

i'm so suprise because somebody will visit my blog..
anyway
thanks for visit..
and
i heard from my friends somebody spread my blog in FB
please leave the comment to me and advise me..
thanks a lot..
and
do you all need my handphone number?
i will give you and let's advise me la..
really thanks a lot for advise me la..
if you don't know what the thing happened..
please don't leave any comment..
don't by hearing other people gossip about the not truth information about the things?
really so disappointed la..
walao eh..
anyway
now
become i speechless
because i feel disappointed to you all..
okay?
you can don't respect me
because
i know i never respect senior
fine..
i never call you respect me too..
what for you wrote i need your respect

please
just shut up your bloody mouth if you don't know everything
okay?
leave what the comment if you like at your friend's facebook profile
fine la..
i won't see about it and i no interesting at all
okay?
if you wanna know who's wrong..
please ask B5 or B6 student la..
if know the truth thing only make the conclusion..
especially
somebody la..
i heard my friends said you all leave so nice comment
and support here support that
i doesn't mean i never respect teacher
i like the teacher the most
but
if you scold by teacher without a good reason..
will you respect the teacher?
you never do wrong anything and scold by teacher
you will song ah?
come..
let me scold me without any reason
well la..
nothing to do..

seriously
you feel disappointed of my attitude
and i feel disappointed of your attitude and you mind
what's your mind thinking?
do a conclusion without get any real information..

Finished exam, relax

2010-11-02T12:41:00.004+08:00

oh yeah.. finished my exam yesterday
i feel so happy and
i went to school just now..
because of..
i have presentation
thanks to my friend work with me today
hehe
thanks a lot..
hehe
sorry to chee hong and beng ghee too
i just joking
hope you all don't mind la..
but
i feel chee hong was look so serious just now
he looks angry me
anyway
sorry

after presentation
i feel so happy and relax la..
no more stresss
haha
and
i have no any stress at all
so
during reccess
i just told my friend and shout reccess looooooo~
after..
a old girl came out from 6B6..
i was so scared (LOL)
haha
SHE STARTED scold me outside of 6b6
and i was standing outside 6b5
she: who shout just now..
me: me la..
she: why you shout so loud?
me: because of recess, did i disturb you?
she: why you are using this way talk with teacher (she means i'm rude)
me: i use my mouth talk with you. what's wrong... aboden use my ass talk with you?
LOL
she started walk near to me..
i thought she wanna slap me?
but she not
hahaha
she said: you ..... .you....
me: i talk so loud so what? when you teach also using loud voice and you disturb me too
she started speechless
and
i leave my class went to canteen lah..
she: what's your name
me: wong chun fei

i don't know what's wrong to me..
and
you said my ex-school..
kwang hua..
xia shui kwang hua..
i just want to tell you..
please behave what you are talking..
i'm not xia shui kwang hua..
just you xia shui your parent..
because of i didn't did wrong anything and you scold me..
what the fcuk is this?
i just heard from friend you are not in good mood and you scold me?
i just can give you a word..
FUCK

and free you a sentence
GO TO HELL

SHIT.
I DON'T CARE HOW GOOD YOU ARE
I DON'T CARE WHO ARE YOU
DOESN'T MATTER YOU ARE GOD OR TEACHER OR WHATEVER
I WON'T RESPECT YOU IF YOU NO RESPECT ME..
WHAT TO MAKE I RESPECT YOU?
PLEASE.
GO BUY A MIRROW..
OR
YOU WANT TICKET EXPRESS FIND YOUR GRANDPARENT?
I WILL GIVE YOU AS FREE la

KNB
CCB

relax

2010-10-30T05:57:00.002+08:00

form 6 people are crazy..
feel very stress during exam period..
and me
keep playing..
so
majority of my classmate will feel i'm more crazier..
LOL
i don't know what can i say about me..
maybe my classmate are not know me very well..
i know revision is a very important 'work' for preparing exam..
but..
my friends
do you study for exam?
or study for your life?
i feel speechless ...
feel quite sad when i saw my classmates look so sresss
=.=
oh my god..
especially carman..
i advise you many times..
just relax yourself lor
why can't you do it leh?
don't make yourself stresss.
you will do well if you are in good mood
haha
but
you need luck la
=D

thursday..
i had plan for my day go watch movie with ming tai,penny, and siew ying..
because of chua beng thye..
we can't go watch lo
sad case..
haha
never mind la..
and
that day
i was invited baby shin and ming tai came to my house had a dinner..
bah kut teh
hahaha
i cooked dry bah kut teh for them..
i don't know they feel nice or not..
and they never give me any response..
but
i think is not delicious at all la
aboden..
they sure will praise me on the spot
>.<
haha
never mind
fine..
i will do well next time.
hehe
baby shin
lucky i meet you last thursday
abo..
this weekend can't meet you..
because you have class on saturday
hehe

finish lower six soon

2010-10-28T06:13:00.002+08:00

i have started my form 6 life since may..
right?
i not very remember it
and now..
i left around 3 weeks to stay at high school for lower six
and my lower six class will end..
next year is my turn to face STPM..
haha
what am i going to do?
i have no idea..
left one year
and
many things need to study again?
oh my god
i really don't know lor..
anyway
i hope i can do well in my stpm but now my final exam at lower six..
why my classmate are so stress about it..
i never try before..
and
i never try before in my ex-class..
maybe my ex-class were not worry about their result because the class that i was study are not good..?
and now..
my class is good
and full of genius
except me la..
walao..
u thought i very clever meh?
wait slow slow la..
haha
whatever
i just wish
my classmate don't become crazy because of exam
just relax..
and
wish you all get good result la..
don't worry so much
let nature take it's course..

YS
with my dear YS together one and the half year..
it's a long time for me..
hehe
and quite happy for it..
i feel our relationship quite ok la..
but
the most sad case is..
we hard to meet each other because of she study at cheras..
and
sometimes i may go cheras find her ..
i hope she will be patient..
don't worry about our relation...
i know nowadays you can't feel i treat you as good as before..
because we hardly meet each other..
and i can't communicate with you..
i hope we will be patient and wait the chance..
okay?
don't give up our love..
believe me i love you..
i love you so much
hehe

exam is around the corner

2010-10-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

lower 6 's exam is around the corner..
many people are started their revision..
and
many people are started feel panic because exam is around the corner..
and me..
feel nothing at all
=.=
because
not i clever
is..
i don't know at all..
i don't know how should i start my revision..
i can't understand pengajian am although i have started tuition last few months..
well
i hope i can do well in exam..
but
it is possible to me?
the percentage of do well at exam for me is.. 0%?
i have no any idea..
i worry about pengajian am subject..
this is the compulsory subject for form 6 stpm..
aiks..
i need to study hard in this subject because i don't know at all..
this subject is included history of malaysia..
news of malaysia
anything happened in malaysia..
i should always update myself by reading newspaper..
but
tutor always told us.
the newspaper never send to klang
so we have no chance to read it
=.=
haha
sian ka
always said us
surat khabar terbaca
=.=
oh my god
whatever la
i hope i can get more information from my tutor
and
form 6 tutorial class is not cheap compare with form 5
=.=
the fees is double charges compare with form 6..
my tuition fees is around rm400 per month..
it is damn expensive but no choice..
because
tutor have more experience compare with school teacher
maybe
majority of school teacher not support us go to tutorial class because they feel they are good enough
but
i can't believe school teacher.
so i rather pay tuition fees for tutorial class
if school teacher can prove all of you are better than tutor
then
show me your provess..
whatever la
i love my school teacher too especially MR OON
he is humble although he has a lot of experience.
i love he so much because he solve many of my account problem..
and
he has taugh me how to face our life
happy is the only success key for human being become life more happy and no stress.
we can do anything better if we are in good mood~

a BIG deal that i make with Chee Hong and Chein Yee

2010-10-18T20:50:00.001+08:00

errr
today class was at usual at school
nothing special case happenned at school
just a paiseh thing was..
my car was parked inside the school because morning had a quite heavy rain
and..
finished rain
a prefect called me move my car
so paiseh lor
whatever la
speechless

and
today had R&D
and
i try to prepare everything..
but
not my turn today?
oh no
feel panic la
aduh
whatever la
next week i think no more R&D because
lower six will have exam start from next week
hehe
hope i can do well..
i think i should do my exercise jor
i feel i make my form teacher disappoited because i never do her homework since last month
LOL
haha
feel boring on it lor
and
today
i have been made a big deal with chein yee and lovely chee hong
we fight for our stpm cgpa result next year
the lowest CGPA will treat eat lor
wakaka
now
i have start to think what should i eat on year 2012 when take the result
haha
i hope i'm not the worst~
blek
=P

6B5

2010-10-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

6B5 is my class that i study now
6B5 stand for 6 babi 5
because it is 6 babi 5
so
in 6B5 only has chinese..
hehe
good la..
teacher are teaching by using english although all my classmate are chinese
walao eh?
kanasai lor
speechless
in my class has some anglophile a.k.a banana people lor
haha
i have a classmate is high school-lian
high school-lian means
high school alian
wakaka
that is andy..
his job in 6B5 is interview
what the fuck
always interview la
haha
blek

and
the 1st samad gia is
chee hong
a never seen b4 guy
a fucking
fucking
fucking good and kind guy
haha
nice to meet you
as i know
many samad gia are quite rude on it
maybe
you are the only one the good guy?
wakaka
and
b5 have a lot of KU gia a.k.a OKU
include me
i'm OKU
it's hard for me to list out all the OKU
but
i comfirm OKU are more than 5 people
other is
kwang hua lor
mojority for my classmate are from kwang hua
include me
hehe
some of them i have never see them before
walao eh
jing ni
conan
the two girls that i never see before lor
this is my class
=D
6B5
i love it so much

OKU

2010-10-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

OKU=Orang Klang Utama..
i'm OKU..
what's wrong i parking at OKU and i kena fined rm300
what the hell is that
i get the fined yesterday
and it was my friend birthday too
what the lucky day
the math tutorial class at et was so expensive
RM300.50
I PAID for the parking fees but i also get the fined..
well
yesterday is my luckiest day in my life
nice
i did a good job in my entire life
=.=
my income is so low and i have to pay rm300..
whatever la
today
i went to Mother Pok Kai there paid the fined..
when i reached the counter
and i asked
KAK BOLEH KURANG SAMAN SAYA?
SAYA CUMA PELAJAR
TAK ADA WANG YANG LEBIH UNTUK BAYAR SAMAN
she change my fees become rm150
den i talk again with her
KAK
SAYA BAWA SATU RATUS RINGGIT SAHAJA
BOLEHKE RM100
she said
TAK JADI LA DIK
MEMANG SUDAH OFFER PADA YOU
PALING KURANG UNTUK YOU
sad lor
i have to pay rm150 with my pocket money
my pocket is a fucking big hole now
i need one or two month to recover back the hole again..
the hole is bigger than me ass hole
i think bigger again 20 times ba
shit
a monkey also can pass through the hole
=.=
whatever
i will never be OKU again
i'm learn from this lesson
as i know
i never study the OKU in UNdang book
what the book is that
so cacat
rm150 gone
never mind
i will sell my PIGU.
anybody want buy?
rm150 per hour..
=D

10.10.10

2010-10-11T09:42:00.002+08:00

izzit a special day for me?
i don't think so lor..
because
i feel everyday also a special for me..
hehe
everything will happen at anytime
i feel everyday is special for me because everyday will happen different thing in my life
i feel excited when i know something which are unexpected by me happen in my life
i like my life
because
life is challenging..
many thing will happen on me..
whatever thing la
doesn't matter it is good or bad..
i also like it la
i will take it everything as easy thing
i try don't make myself too stress in my life
we should enjoy my life
hehe
school reopen school ~
haha
feel so happy
cause can chit chat with my friends..
and
boom Mr OON
haha
mr OON is a nice person..
a humble person although he has everything
i like him because he is a friendly teacher
a good and happy guy that i don't ever meet my life before
he is the first person that i meet..
he is my foster father..
so nice
right?
haha
so got yuan la
whatever
=D

i love my high school life
but
i more love my kwang hua life.
~
i love my kwang hua member..
joson..
chan meng
baby john teh
yun yang
khang jih
zing chang..
love them so much

and now
high school member
chee hong
peng lan
carman
kimberly
beng ghee
andy
peik lai
ren jun
and many many la
walao?
how i list
haha
all classmate of B5 and B10 la~
wakaka

holiday finish soon..

2010-10-08T07:34:00.001+08:00

holiday finish soon..
means
exam is coming soon..
oh my god..
so fast exam..
just enter form 6 not more than half year then have to exam..
what the hell
i never learn pengajian am b4 i enter form 6..
now
i don't know what is happening in pengajian am..
i just know..
i have 10 of 100 percent concept of pengajian am
economy
speechless
quite sad
because i don't have economy basic..
well..
i will study hard
whatever
account..
take is as easy
math..
speechless because of my school teacher
i ask some of the taugh question to my teacher
you know what she answer me?
=.=
she said..
she will get the answer because of her experience
oh my god
what answer is that?
teacher
stop playing la
my god
B5 only have one and the half year to study math..
you feel how the experience we have?
what the )(*&^%$#@!~
speechless.
anyway
i will study hard for all subject..
is time to serious
because
chun fei is only have one year to study..
and he will face stpm in next year
and
same to all form 6 student
study hard together
=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY MUMMY

2010-10-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY MUMMY
today is my mummy's birthday
and
this year is my 1st year help mummy celebrate
buy a polo handbag as birthday present
buy cake myself
all i do it
hehe
my mum is the best mum in the world
i love she so much
=D
you are the greastest mum in the world
=D
very thanks to ming tai and jia yee help me celebrate my mum's birthday
and thanks for baby de wish =D

rude...

2010-09-29T23:07:00.003+08:00

lol..
i realize
nowadays i'm rude
i keep using vulgar language when i'm talking with friends..
whatever la..
this is not me..
and
i use vulgar language is for fun..
not angry then only use that..
i know vulgar language is not good..
but
jimmy keep laugh when i use vulgar language
what can i do?
lol
hahah
anyway
i will be original me..
=D
not always use vulgar language..
not always shake my leg
haha
i know a lot of people dislike my shake leg attitude.
haha
what can i do?
this is my hobby?
but
i can change my hobby la.
i will study hard during 12 days holiday..
try to complete all my homework..
don't delay my homework..
revision pengajian am and ekonomi..
i think i still can settle up my maths and account..
so
i feel i'm not so worry about maths and account..
i will study hard every subject although i have tuition all the subjects except MUET..

i don't want become mad..
i want relax my life..
nowadays
i every also will busy..
especially busy on tuition..
homework..
and dating with my lovely classmates and friend..
and my baby shin
wakakaka
haha
whatever la..
i hope i can do well in my exam..
i know i'm stupid
but
what can i do?
nobody can help me
i'm envy a lot of people especially my classmates
haha
their head is small
but
their brain can save a lot of things..
especially..
swee ching.
i gonna exchange my brain with her..
but i wanna my head..
don't want her head
haha
i hate you
but
i also like you..
i hate you because u r clever
i like you..
because u r funny
always kena bully by me
wakakak
newspaper seller
haha
just joke la..
don't care lor..
=D
i won't hate a people easily..
except..
i beh tahan you..
remember..
=D

nothing gonna change my love for you~

2010-09-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

we had together 17 months..
anyway..
happy 17 months anniversary~
nowadays..
we have less dating anymore..
because..
we start study our things..
i have to start work this month..
and prepare a lot of school things..
feel quite sorry because can't accompany you go out during your Sem break..
i hope you won't blame me..
and now..
i slowly facing money problem..
~
i have not enough money to use..
and
i don't know what can i do..
i just know..
i can safe a bit..
and
i hope i can do it..

everytime i feel very hope can go out with baby..
but..
our time not suitable..
and..
our time hard to match
but
anyway
i will try to match our time and go out together de..
baby
love you..
hope you will give me some time..
~
i need time to show how much i love you..
i know you can feel it too de

hey.. say fuck you.. haha

2010-09-23T13:45:00.002+08:00

let's say fuck you..
friendship u can keep..
i like to say fuck you because of this..
when i talk about fuck you..
i remember my ex class bag~
i miss my form5 life so much..
it was fun although it was stress.
but
form 6 is more stress compare with form 5..
oh my god..
whatever la..
i have a lot of nice friends in my class =D
feel so happy
chee hong..
conan..
peng lan..
crab..
jing ni..
kimberly..
chien yi
ching kian
and so on..
nice friends..
love 6b5 too =D

what to do now...

2010-09-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

i don't know what can i do now..
suddenly many feeling come to my heart now..
i don't know how to express my feeling now..
hope can find someone to express my feeling but i couldn't find a person let me express my feeling..

first problem
love
i don't know what happened to us now..
i don't know what happened to me now?
am i different compare with before?
if u ask me..
i will answer no..
i just be back myself same as before..
i don't know what can i tell you now..~
sometimes
i feel i have to explain with you..
but
i scare u misunderstand my explaination
sometimes.
i feel i don't want explain with you..
but
i scare you misunderstand you..
many times..
you was misunderstand my meaning but i didn't tell you..
i feel our problem are getting more and more..
i try to avoid..
but
can i do it?

nowadays
i don't date you out because of your parents are at home..
i don't want let myself disappointed..
so i didn't ask you for date
this is because i know you can't date with me..
but not i don't want date with you..
i know you're understand..~
i really don't know what can i do..
feel helpless.

second problem
friends..
if you're know me well..
of course..
you know..
friend for me is just a small thing..
don't even a dust..
my life can without friends..
this is my life rules..
what to do?
because i don't believe friend anymore.
so..
i'm not really facing friend's problem..

third problem
money

i getting poor and poor..
because of last month i stopped my work and keep go out with friends...
my money getting lesser and lesser.
so
from this month
i will work hard and i think i will stop for join kokurikulum although i have jawatan at PBSM
i hope i can join PBSM when i'm free.
what to do?
money are more important

Selamat hari raya

2010-09-02T18:08:00.002+08:00

hari raya and holiday are coming soon..
means..
i have no study coming two weeks..
=D
merdeka..
haha
but..
i have to work and tuition too..
sian lor..
what can i do..
school life is getting sian and sian
haha
lazy to concentrate in ekonomi and pengajian am
anyway
i will start concentrate after holiday la
hehe
=D
Jimmy has invited me go RC prom night at V garden..
i still finding people accompany me go..
i have no any partner now
i think
i will not go there lor..
=.=
because of i din have partner..
anyway
never mind la
chee hong
we go next time
okay?
don't angry me ya
hehe
i have start plan my holiday
go sing K with friends
and
go work when weekend lor
what can i do during weekend
one word to describe if i have not go to work
SIAN
so i think i will go to work la
somemore can earn money..
since i'm so poor
hehe

please behave yourself

2010-08-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

damn shit
i don't know why u will become like this..
anyway..
i and my friend bo song your attitute now..
i know maybe we are enemy now
but
you should not treat me as this too
and my friend is compliant about you..
i don't know what i did before..
i'm ensure that was not my fault
so you should don't blame me anymore
and
please respect my friend
damn shit you..
your r a good person when i know you..
but now
u become this..
i don't know what response should i give
but
i just want to tell you
i beh song now
fuck again?

this few days
i at school become rude+ rude
not i want to use vulgar language..
but
really many things make me drive up the wall ..
whatever
i will try to avoid this kind of things happen in school
well
my classmate feel shocked when they heard i scold..
they did not know me well.
that's why
most of them just know me this year
whatever la.
my voice is big..
but..
i'm not angry as u think..
=.=
especially jimmy
lol
i really not angry.
i just beh song
hahahah
whatever la...
^^
keep it touch
i love you
jimmy NG CHEE HONG =D

speechless

2010-08-22T07:24:00.002+08:00

i'm disappointed on high school lower form student..
something was happened yesterday..
many classes kena it..
lower form student stole our lower six student's thing during recess time..
i don't know why this thing could happen..
but
i ensure this thing should not happen in school..
especially stole thing..
my friends camera..
wallet
handphone were stole by them
oh my god
i can't imagine a thing is..
even a calculator also stole.
what the hell is this..
i'm quite angry about big although i'm not victim..
anyway..
i hope principal will settle this case as soon as possible..
i though school is a second house for us..
but.
how come this kind of thing could happen on it..

my sick is getting better or worst..
i don't know
aduh..
keep cough and flu although i took medicine..
am i so weak?
i really don't know about it..
=.=
my friend said i'm weak..
i said i'm not..
because
i agree i very 'tam jiak'
i what also eat..
that's why i will get sick easily..
example.
a good rm200k's car..
if u not take care about it..
the car will spoilt too..
this is the best example..
so
conclusion..
i'm not weak
anyway..
i will take care myself..
i sick 2 times within three months..
=.=

I'm Going to Sick

2010-08-21T06:00:00.003+08:00

oh yeah..
congratulation to me..
i'm going to sick
=.=
i'm not take care of my body..
because
i like to eat
=.=
i admit i very tam jia lor..
haha
what can i do?
lolz

anyway
i will take care de la..
don't worry.
i don't like to sick because i don't like the feeling
i love sick because i can become slim when i sick
haha
am i stupid?
lol

seriously
now i love my class so much
i knew a lot of friend in my class.
especially jimmy.
haha
he is the one good guy that i meet
haha
seriously
i scare i will love him
because i like his smile..
that is sooo sweet lar..
haha
he also a helpful guy..
hehe
whatever la..

i don't know when will i start to talk with one of my classmate
we start argue since two weeks ago

until now
we have not chit-chat since two weeks ago
anyway
i'm be accustomed to it..
xixi
whatever la..
i hope we can have our happy life la..
wish u too la..
keke..

nowadays
i start concentrate on my homework and study..
i try to complete all the homework..
hehe
and try to don't sleep in class..
concentrate what teacher is teach in class lor.
i hope i can get a good result in stpm la..
but
i'm worry about my MUET
because
my english is weak
anybody can help me?
aduh~

无言

2010-08-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

开心？

2010-08-07T05:49:00.002+08:00

人生最重要就是要活得开开心心
千万别生气
~
生气就是那别人的过错来惩罚自己~
那又何必呢？
昨天
我与朋友分享了些心事~
我尝试帮我的朋友解决他的困难~
希望他会听取我的劝告咯
嘻嘻
~
有时候~
不是朋友忽略我们
而是朋友都很忙~
现在
大家都念不同的学校~
有些甚至到不同的地方去居住了~
朋友可以在一起聚会就是个福气~
朋友一生一起走
那儿日子不再有~
所以
我们得好好珍惜我们身边的朋友
不管之前有什么过节~
也不追究~
挣一只眼闭一只眼咯
我们还能怎样？

Hardworking Mode but ...

2010-08-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

now...
i'm in hardworking mode..
hehe..
hope i no more sleeping in class during teacher teaching~
hope i complete all my homework and notes start from today
i have enough rest in these three month~
now..
i will start be hardworking liao..

sian..
i will seldom online
because i have not enough time to complete all my things..
i enjoy my form 6 life although form 6's life busy..
i prefer form 6 but not college
don't know why
maybe i am poor la..
can't blame me la..
right?
i don't know what can i write in my blog..
erm
let's share my form 6 life..
my class is 6b5
have a lot clever student..
and have a lot of good teacher..
and they make us more stupid because they too clever
can't match with us and we not suitable for them..
anyway..
i will stick with tuition.
study hard when tutorial class..
my account tutor was under the weather.
she done her operation..
and i wish her can faster recover ..
i love her so much..
~
xixi

yesterday..
i scolded by someone and she make me bo song until now..
i don't know what happenned to her..
i just can say..
Fill in the blank
~
damn angry de lor..
whatever lor..
i admit i'm narrow -minded..
but..
in certain cases only..
whatever de la..
i hope everybody don't make me drive up the wall when i'm bad mood..
i will fuck you 996...
don't provoke me when i 'm in bad mood
damn...

it has been a long time seen i last saw you~

2010-07-29T14:17:00.002+08:00

ermmm
blog~
it has been a long time seen i last saw you..
i didn't update my blog for two weeks
i feel very busy and tired during form 6 life
=.=
school teacher don't know teaching what
so..
i bring pillow to school and sleep
i'm ex joson..
a pig..
i never ever try so tired before..
next month..
i will off my work one month
because of tuition
sunday~
9 to 11
i hope i can complete my homework as many as possible..
i don't know what teacher teaching.
for every subject
i'm blur~
except account
at least i know 50% la?
and math s going to hell
because of the teacher
i feel she dislike our class because 6b5 are too crowded~
what can do?
we like math
and
teach student is your job
i hope you can teach us with nicely but not using another kind of attitude to teach us
i feel 6b5 student know what am i talking la..
walao..
whatever la
i will seldom online because of i have not enough time to online and i need enough sleep to save my energy..
i don't want let my life tired..
sleep is important to me..

busy~

2010-07-18T06:26:00.002+08:00

i was busy yesterday from morning until midnight
=.=

1st round..
went to eat bah kut teh with lovely zhen chen and siok hoon
after that
we went to school to start our game-- monopoly
champion team is here
wakakaka
feel quite suprise we will win the game lor..
feel unexpected we can get the rm200 which is sponsor by MPP
haha
thanks again
MPP~
actually
the monopoly not so nice because it was hot and wasting time lor
but
it's ok la
important is enjoy and get the experience
=D

hehe
finished our game
we went to mo li dian zi had our lunch~
we stay at there around an hour because we wanna wait li ching finish her work..
whatever lor
when we were chit-chatting with each other..
somebody came there too
hehe
yin shin ,chian ning and matthew went there had there lunch too
feel very suprise because can meet yin shin at there
haha

when siok hoon back home
i drive and straight away go there find YS again
wakakak
we stay at there play playing card with each other
~
i show off my playing skill to matthew and YS too
blek
next time i teach u all la
=P

night
..
went to pasar malam with my lovely mum and younger sister
saw quite many people at there
Chan meng and celine
and
many many
haha
ring ring ring
my phone rang
had a lot miss call from ming tai and penny
i know they sure bo ho kang tao liao
sure call me go lim teh liao de
haha
and i paiseh to reject although next day i have work..
it's ok to me..
we long time didn't gather liao ma..
so long long time one time lor
LOL
haha
i hang out
with
jia yee, ming tai, penny and see wee lor
we chit -chatting around 2hours and walk around the pasar malam an hour~

phew~
finaly
i reach home and be pig
now
i wake up because i had nightmare just now
can't sleep well~
aduh.
today
i comfirm..
i will sleep on 8pm..
`

weekend~

2010-07-17T06:12:00.002+08:00

weekend again..
aduh.
later want go chiong for monopoly liao.. wish me good luck ya =P
xixi

many things happenned in this week..
oh my god..
but not unhappy things la..
also not happy cases la..
i don't know what am i talking?
haha
i just want to update my blog because i feel i'm fresh and relax early in the morning
wakakaka
yesterday STK was held an acitivity
it was hari koko
feel not bad on that day
because
i won a pen drive by using rm1
wakaka
but hor
i use quite many money to play that
because of
song
=.=
what the hell am i doing?
haha
they r cheater
cheat my money
aduh..
sad ka
bully me
haha
whatever la..
important
must be enjoy and happy =)

爱因为在心中

2010-07-10T12:17:00.001+08:00

我对你的爱
因为在心中
所以
我才不断的问候你
照顾你
寻找机会与你出去
因为
我们很久没出去了~
我不断地寻找机会好好的照顾你~
我不断地寻找机会与你沟通
因为
我爱你~

i love you.. i care you.. i miss you although i'm busy

2010-07-07T06:58:00.002+08:00

baby shin..
i'm busy recently..
our time to together is lesser and lesser..
but
i will love you
i will care you
i will miss you
doesn't matter how busy am i..
i know that i'm truly blessed..
everyday
i love you and miss you

this few days..
something was happened on me..
make me in the bad mood..
i can't settle down all the things in the short times..
and..
i don't know who can help me.
i know i'm feel trouble now.
but..
sometimes..
i not very want to tell you.
because
i don't want u worry about me..
baby..
i really hope i can settle down all the things 1st
sometimes..
our decision are not same..
we can't avoid this kind of cases happened..
because
everybody has different thinking..
doesn't matter how much the couple love each other
compare with before.
some of our decision are not same compare with before..
due to nowadays happen a lot of things compare with before..
that's why..
sometimes you will feel our decision are not same..
it's okay de..
we can listen to each other and discuss
when
we have different comment and thinking
this will make our love become more close and know each other well..
baby shin
be happy
okay?
guai lor..
i din bully you de lor..
i love you..
must be happy de leh

Gathering? Love? Money? KoKuriKulum? Study? Result? Fun?Rest? i DON'T KNOW

2010-06-30T18:21:00.002+08:00

i don't know i should choose which ?
sometimes..
i feel gathering are important to me..
but..
i can't give up other things..
sometimes
i feel KoKo are important to me
but
i can't give up other things
sometimes
i feel Fun are important to me
but
i can't give up other things
sometimes
i feel study are important to me
but
i can't give up other things
i don't know what decision can i choose?
really blur..
feel Blur
everything is blur..
i don't know i should give what comment to myself..
i know everything is important
but
i can't do all the things in the same time..
so
what i can do?
aiks..
form 6's make me busy
make me tired
make me not enough to rest
make me not enough to online
make me not enough time to hand up my work
make me not enough time to revision
everything
also not enough to me
but
i should choose which 1st?
which is more important to me?
which is the best?
which is the better compare with others?
argh~
i'm going crazy
=(

孤儿院

2010-06-27T06:04:00.002+08:00

昨天
我参加了学校的一项活动
那就是参观孤儿院咯
嘻嘻
其实
我有很多很多的事情都还没有做过~
就连参加活动这也是第一次
很多的事情我在中六才开始学习~
惨了咯
什么都不会
哈哈

昨天
我和学校的朋友们去孤儿院
当然也少不了我的宝贝咯
嘻嘻
我们一起到孤儿院参观参观
我们位孤儿院准备了不少东西~
这些东西都超出我们的估计
我和朋友们必须倒贴一些钱咯
没关系拉
帮助孤儿震得那么难吗？
希望你们不会介意咯~
和宝贝一起参加这个活动感到很开心一下下
哈哈
我们都留在孤儿院打来一个小时半就回家了
嘻嘻
原本还以为可以和宝贝一起出去
怎知
我们出去的地方原来是来我的家休息~
真可怜啊~
没关系拉
我们在家也很开心咯
不好意思
我的LING
浪费你的时间
希望你不会介意咯~

宝贝
我希望我们还有机会一起参加活动咯
我爱你~
嘻嘻

Holiday is going finish =(

2010-06-20T06:18:00.002+08:00

argh..
today is the last day for my holiday
i had do nothing in this holidays
keep go tuition..
lim teh
and
had breakfast with friend..
Oh my god..
and
my MONEY Is going finish too..
what can i do
=(
nowadays...
i need money..
but
where can i get money?
i fee lazy to go work because i have a lot of homework..
especially
tutorial work..
KNS
=.=
i should not go out with friend anymore?
feel my time is not enough to me
anyway
i will try less go out with friend
1st..
i have enough to finsih my work
2nd..
i can save my money
haha
because
i really no money liao
aduh..

sian ka
finish my work..
i need complete my school work liao
hehe
hope
i have enough time and won't feel tired la?
god bless me

希望还是绝望？

2010-06-17T16:03:00.002+08:00

等待是好还是坏？
等待是为了等待希望？
还是
无法接受事实然后害怕面对绝望才继续等待
每天等待你给我的消息～
但你仍然还没给我任何的消息
我知道也许这些不是那么重要的东西
但是
我多希望可以从你口中听到你告诉我的一切
我不懂
我该不该等下去～
也许
你没有发现我正在等待你
～
我该怎么办呢？
我不告诉你这一切是因为
我希望
你可以亲口告诉我
而不是
我吩咐了你才告诉我～
这样也许就没有意思了～
我也不责怪你因为你还没告诉我
也许
我根本不懂我正在期待你告诉我的～
不想提了～
说了就算了咯
嘻嘻
没事了
谁都不要问我这件事情了～